シロクマの物語!

明天

2011-04-27T16:21:00.002+08:00

明天...

明天...

这样...

还是这样?

看天了...

战利品

2011-04-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

昨天去了王后湾~

花了半个小时从artist gallery走到hong kong video....

到了最后下了三楼走了200m的路...

到了speedy店...

终于给我找到了！

厂厂~

严爵的第一张debut-desu ne~!

哈哈哈...

都不知道害我跑了几间店啊！

rm37.90...

还好啦...便宜过王力宏的...

哈哈...

忽然想到如果我中matriculation的话...

我就没机会买他的第二张专辑了！！！！！

不行啊！！！

拜天拜地拜观音拜托让我买到啊！

算了顺其自然...

T.T

去买棒棒糖时看到了这...

好巧哦...

我在营地吃的都在这里...

还排排坐也！

哈哈btw jusco的tuna饭团不好吃...

太干了少了点mayo...

所以下一次我要买unagi的时候了！

哇哈哈！

闪了！

送上严爵可爱帅气照片一张！

^^^^^^可爱爆了！

peace out!

白咖啡之--我在床上的生活

2011-04-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

大家好噢！

白咖啡上线了~

哈哈听我主人说你们都很像我哦...

害到我想哭都没得哭...

毕竟我住在北极哭了眼泪即刻变冰那时又要把它从皮肤拔掉很痛的...~

很惊讶？我竟然会打部落格...

我没有手指不代表我没有手啊~

我还会泡咖啡洗衣服种花洗盘碗开电视骑脚车扫地去菜市买菜...

有时候还会带我的女朋友出街玩叻...

我最近还很好噢你们呢？

只是主人最近很懒哦...

他不要帮我冲凉也...

我不爽了...

*background:主人在大骂我爆他料-ing...*

看吧我还很好没烂没洞...

脚还是那么大头还是那么大身体还是一样不能支撑我的头...

所以我坐着哦~

顺便介绍...

我的同床一号....

laokao...

是一只很没用的猴子...

天天只会滚...

两岁半...

大我不多...

我的同床二号...

pika...

名字是从皮卡丘那里拿来的...

有九岁了...

还是一样很年轻...

都不知道他怎样保养的SK II 一定用很多...

那主人还真的是有够有钱哦~

有空去敲他一笔~

ps:我也觉得他的坐姿很欠打...有一次主人让他穿黑眼镜我差点吓死...

很像黑社会......................................................................................................的老大...

我们的家~

对是一张单人床...

我们三个每晚睡觉时都很辛苦...

三个人挤一张床你们试试看...

有一次醒来发现laokao把他的屁股放在我头上！

难怪那晚睡觉时有一种怪怪的味道....

但是其实我很斯文的哦~

因为每天当laokao和pika在打架时...

pika赢的时候...

我只会坐在那里乖乖的观赛....

当然laokao赢的时候...

我也是坐在那里观赛...

有时候我都觉得他们很开心有我观赛开心过头然后才打架的...

哈哈...

如果各位有什么话想跟我讲的可以留言在那蓝色的chatbox里哦...

不用怕我每天都会开部落格看看的~

好咯女朋友催我了我该闪了!

happy labour day~!的说！

有空的后果

2011-04-20T16:54:00.000+08:00

今天早上八点...

当我的电话闹钟开始唱：谢谢你给的美好~我绝对不会忘掉~虽然................

我竟然把闹钟关掉...

然后倒回去...

开始恢复知觉的时候...

上午九点三十二分二十五秒....

不会很迟啦...

非常迟罢了！

够力啊睡过头了！

但是其实今天也没什么重要的东东做...

所以迟醒没什么啦~

哈哈只是要在妈从菜市回来之前把衣服晾完罢了~

啦啦啦~

做好所有的东东后就开始瞪研究中六数学咯！

但是当我正在研究得很投入的时候...

*ps:我真的有在做数学今天写了八张纸哦！*

‘爱琳啊！！’

‘哈！？’

顿时被吓到...

跳起来...

然后...

撞到柱子...

柱子你也未免太善良了吧七早八早送我一粒荷包蛋...

还送到我头上=.=

ps:这很明显不是我桌子...我桌子被我表弟占领了...T.T...卑鄙趁我去当兵时霸掉了...T.T...

我姐留下来的数学书...

中六的数学还真的是好玩...

研究到听歌都不知道听了几首...

纸都不知道用了几张...

写得累了...

忽然心血来潮写了一张‘to do list'…

哈哈…

咳咳…

1. 要买严爵的第一和第二张专辑----没有买太可惜了！

2. 买新眼镜！----久的眼镜片三年没换了...被许多不明物件aka u.n.l.o 刮到........总之很悲就是了...

3. 拿时间表...----补习的...

4. 把要看的动漫/漫画看完...----不然开学时我一定完蛋了...

5. 开学之前烘一块蛋糕.....----闷嘛....但是应该不可能...如果我妈十六个小时好像涂了万能胶粘着我的话...

6. 买mini shopaholic...----小本的上架了！但是..........看吧~！

7. 画张漫画投稿去漫周....----如果很很很有空的话...^^

下午时忽然心血来潮*好多心血来潮哦今天~*收拾我的桌子...

我的变态表弟用了不收拾又把他全部的书都放在桌子上...

我快抓狂了啦！

开了我的'家产橱’...

我想你们看了应该会知道为什么我这样叫它吧...

我的书都在里面...

整理到一半...

看到这...

证明我一月四号到三月十三号的生活不是一场梦吧...

哈哈...

还有这!

我想在pmr拿八个A跟我同校的人应该知道是什么吧...

那欠打丢人能砸死人的牌子...

不懂也学校给我这干嘛哦...

给钱比较实际点啊！

可能是怕我们以后穷可以拿去卖...

哈哈哈~

但是老实说那牌子还真的很重...

=.=

最后送上严爵的帅帅照片一张~

可爱死人了他！

peace out!

锵锵锵锵~！

2011-04-19T17:00:00.001+08:00

以上是一位我非常欣赏的一位歌手哦~！

叫严爵~他的歌曲都是走爵式风格...

对我来说都很不错..

因为像我这样听歌很挑剔的人...

他的歌不会太摇滚也不会太抒情...

应该说是跟方大同走同一个路线的说~

但是方大同我之喜欢他的一些歌...

因为他的声音很懒散..

但是严爵的刚刚好！

爽到！啦啦~

还有大概一个星期他就要出第二张专辑‘严爵不孤单’了！

期待期待~！

有空的朋友们去听听看他的歌吧...

peace out!

你不知道的事

2011-04-18T16:15:00.001+08:00

能的话都会尽量用华语来写部落格吧...

因为华文就好像水啊天天都在‘喝’...厂厂~

今天忽然想跟大家分享你们都不知道关于我的事...

心情好嘛哈哈...

但是如果以下的事情你全都知道的话...

你八成是.....

我妈...

1. 我天生黑的但是我姐和我妹都很白...因为我妈在生我之前很爱吃云吞面喝黑咖啡...所以我就那么黑了...*听我妈讲的...*

2. 我的眼睛一大一小的没骗你...近视造成的咯所以不怎么爱拍照...因为拍来拍去都怪怪的...

3. 我很不喜欢/讨厌人家叫我‘黑仔’因为我的二舅母看到我就这样叫我...很不爽...阴影咯~

4. 我曾经想当过漫画家...但是我妈一定会打死我所以算了...

5. 想过学小提琴...可惜小时没钱...

6. 我的头小时后是歪的...三岁时被抓去中药店让那个医师拉直回去的...*很疼吧我不知道也是我妈跟我讲的*那时哭的时候我的哭声该能打破mariah carey的高音记录了...

7. 我的字体之所以能酱美*你们想打我吧~*是因为我妈小时候当我字写得很难看时罚我跪在地上写100遍我自己的名字+小学级任的恶魔式训练火炼出来的...

8. 很讨厌偶像剧...虽然小时候整天看但是大了发现故事很一般...

9. 当吃到水果就停不下来...例子：上个星期五我吃了五粒橙...今天吃了四粒苹果*ps:今天才过了半天...哈哈*在营地时一口气吃了十颗柑...连营地的朋友都吓爆....

10. 最爱吃鱼丸.....有一次吃火锅吃了五十颗你行吗？

哈哈才说嘛你全都知道的话就是我妈...

希望大家能度过个快乐幸福的一天哦！

peace out!

爱就是咖哩-yen-j

2011-04-15T08:57:00.000+08:00

上欢喜ㄟ心情

阮有虾米话拢想欲对你讲

想欲加你斗阵

阮唱出ㄟ歌想欲给你听

无管人生春夏秋冬

甘愿陪伴你ㄟ世界

卖搁讲你无够美丽

你永远是阮上爱ㄟhoney

爱你爱得死心塌地

有你就无管其他的

爱是虾米？问我 I think I got it!

就是加你去吃咖哩我会这样回答的
爱你爱得死心塌地

有你就无管其他

爱是虾米？ Again, I think I got it!
就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家里
无管人生春夏秋冬
甘愿陪伴你ㄟ世界
卖搁讲你无够美丽
你永远是阮上爱ㄟhoney
爱你爱得死心塌地
有你就无管其他的
爱是虾米？问我 I think I got it!
就是加你去吃咖哩

我会这样回答的
爱你爱得死心塌地
有你就无管其他的
爱是虾米？ Again, I think I got it!
就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家里
有一句话你从来没听懂当我说
爱你就是要加你
我没说过台语所以可能你以为是ABC
加你是跟你咖哩是Curry
我相信音乐能够跨越国籍超越逻辑胜过那一切
代表心里最想说出的话
不管表达的是好坏实谎或情
我现在最在乎的是你听到
我ㄟ心声我欲加你讲
爱你爱得死心塌地
有你就无管其他的
爱是虾米？问我 I think I got it!
就是加你去吃咖哩

我会这样回答的
爱你爱得死心塌地
有你就无管其他的
爱是虾米？ Again, I think I got it!
就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家里

this is now my all time favourite...

i've been longing song like this for years!

i mean combination of jazz and modern pop is the best...

and the taiwanese is just so adorable!!!!~

omg and the mv is really a blast....

that mv cost the company 2500000台币！

the company really did sacrifice damn lots....

heard yen'j is going to have his 2nd debut soon!

yesssssssssssss!

my lesson

2011-04-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

a warning for everyone...

never EVER drink sparkling juice for breakfast...

you will seriously suffer....

btw my mom made muffins yesterday...

really happy because that means extra food for the house!wee~

but my dad who doesn't like sweet stuffs....

he ate 4 muffins!!!

F-O-U-R!

leaves us only 7 muffins...

and today morning when i woke up...

left 1 one O-N-E satu....^^^^

and i ate it of course....lol...

and about the sparkling juice...

hmm actually it's from the new year's hamper we got.....

or should i say every year we get sparkling juice and everyone just pop it in the fridge...

and forget about it...

and i am trying to save food you know...

so this morning i pop up the cork..

and drink the whole thing....

proof:me with the sparkling juice....

i admit i look like a yankee...

lol can't helpmy face is born that way...

ps:sparkling juice DOES NOT contain any alcohol dont worry even if you give me 10 bottles of this i wont get drunk...wee~

but then the effect of making it my breakfast...

i have no appetite...

well at least the effect just last for hours...

and after lunch time my appetite's back again~

wee went to the penang's best bakery shop and buy like hell the cakes and biscuits~

wee i am so going to that shop every week when i have myu licence...

and then went penang road to eat shaved ice and laksa~

*heaven-ing*

and then went tesco and bought NUTELLA!!!

omg i havent been eating that for ages!!!!

my sis is going to be so thrilled when she come back from work...!

wee~

now's time for chocolate...

i'm out!

and lastly.....

sesame street!!!!!!!!elmo and cookie monster!

my final decision

2011-04-12T12:42:00.001+08:00

~~ok i am officially dumping my memories in camp!~~

hahaha like hell that will happen...

everything was like a dream there you know....

the friends and the times together....

everything just happens so darn fast...

and poof it's been 3 months and we're ordered to move on...

cut the crap lar!

i miss them you know...

those cute and funny girls that i spent my 3 months with...

i've never lay down on the grass/tar road/floor watching stars before...

or should i say not allowed to...

i've never/forbidden to go camping/camp fire/stay over/hiking with friends(i mean in real jungle)...

is it just me or my mom is holding me way too back...

ya i think maybe it's me...

i've realize...

i've changed you know after i came back...

wasn't really the same anymore...

i never used to argue over things...

like when people walk over me i stay quiet and hold in the anger...

well i used to....

now i just wrote 'i am not fond with you and stay away...back off..' all over my face...

this is serious problem you know...

i'm trying to hold on every single time and i ain't letting my temper walk all over me...

maybe the 'leash' was loosen...hahaha...

gotta get a hold of myself before i started losing myself...

again....

anyways a picture of cookie monster!me want cookie!

and for like the 100000000000000000000 times....

I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND FOR GOD SAKE!

stop asking me why i post such emo posts on facebook...

because those are actually songs...

i repeat those are SONGS...

and i find it nice so i post it on facebook...

ahhhh....

and i hate guys remember...

*well except for my daddy and some guys at camp...they're exceptions...

pain

2011-04-10T21:37:00.003+08:00

~~my heart aches....~~

doozing

2011-04-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

i am seriously doozing away every day....

everyday wake up...

bath do chores use computers eat sleep...

there my everyday constant schedule!

ahhhhhh the boredom is really trying to get me killed!

all the buddies are like in universities...

colleges...

working....

me??

ahahahahaha good question i am actually SLACKING!

issh i know many of you guys think i'm so happy with my life slacking day by day...

being a couch potato isn't fun...

lazy makes me feel useless and also worthless...

ps:WORTHLESS hurts the most i feel like a parasit to the house...

haix dad works so hard and his daughter is slacking...

seriously need to get into shape for form 6...

*like i have a choice what a tragic choice for me...

i felt like left behind...

because you see:

friends in penang.....

panda and hueilan is in disted having their 1st sem exam like the day after tomorrow...

tutu is attending kdu for hospitality...

jayjay is going for mass com......

zhiting ahhhhhhahahaha she's in england....but back for 3 weeks...

michelle works 5 days a week and i don't think it's suitable to kacau her during the weekends...

waikuan is currently in university preparing for her exam that will be held in 2 weeks time...

and she's a bit out of schedule...

yiqin....also college...

cousins:

not really bond together...

we don't really talk the talk..

well except for the cousins at the partenals....

friends in camp:

yongsui aka lpy:ya form 6 for sure...but i still feel kinda lonely if i take up physics...she's on biology...

egg cake,sk,shuwen,mel,hao,clement and quanxin:college...ALL OF THEM...walao i really felt left behind liao...haix....and btw none of them are in penang...worse of all...why all the best guys i know are not living here....grr piss me off nia....really miss them lor....although maybe we don't really talk much cause we use our valuable free time to sleep...but deep inside we know we care...haix....and they will be so darn busy after they kick start college...haix really lonely sia....no more chatting in facebook...no more random messaging...no more messages that sounds like this :'gsm!很想你哦！' or '早安'omg this heavy feeling is soooooo killing me....one of them even gets a girlfriend recently....ahh i felt like being shoved away...but girlfriend is more important so let you go with this one...but be sure to treat her kindly!or else i will dump you into the trashcan and sent to the moulding machine to remould the trashcan...*sinister smile*

daddy:currently unknown...he changed his number and didn't really go on facebook recently!i missed him sooooooo badly!T.T...

dickhen and weijie:lol they went to work overseas....damn funny why did they do that?!but i dont care anyway they have to walk on their own now....we can't really help but give full support nia....T.T....

sudden realization about the amount of people i knew....

and the conclusion:i ~~may~~/will switch schools to chungling for form 6!!!!

seriously need a new start to start on...

i need to see the world before the world ends at 2012...

hahaha bedtime chuah's out!

FINALLY

2011-04-08T10:23:00.000+08:00

i PASS my undang exam....

finally when i reached for the mouse to press the 'ok' button...

my heart went beating so damn fast...

i think i might die..

lucky i pass...

pass ...

PASS...

PASS!!!!

wee~

my search has come to an end!

2011-04-07T15:52:00.001+08:00

a gift from heaven!!!

lol....

i've been searching for soooooooooooooo long...

finally got it!

yumemishi's songs!!!

*faint~*

ps:yumemishi is actually a fake band from the anime drama series kaichou wa maid sama...but their vocals and songs are great and definitely A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

and so when the drama series reached a hit...

and had decided to launch the character songs...

they made this the 3rd cd!

omg omg!!!!!!!!

downloaded the full version...

so nice....

wee~

on cloud nine....

噗噗噗

2011-04-06T16:49:00.002+08:00

我发梦都没发过！

迷路

2011-04-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

今天早上醒来...发现少了些东东似的...但是看来看去我都不知道我到底少了些什么...然后我发现...心里不知不觉地在淌血...在家里走着走着好像僵尸走路那样...没魂的...很想一个人躲在角落偷偷的哭...但是家里还有人哦...想一个人静静下来...被妈抓去出门...想要买巧克力弄自己开心...被骂浪费钱...一点老实说也不知道为什么心情会这样的糟...可能是因为有点孤单吧...最最最怕就是一个人的时候...朋友们不是读书...就是做工...不是做工...就是没空...不是没空...就是电话没钱...不是电话没钱...就是电话坏了...不是电话坏了...就是电脑坏了...一个人的时候就会胡思乱想...想到中四因为我自私...辞了职...弄到我的朋友背上了我曾经背得很辛苦的包袱...又因为我的不小心...我把那朋友气走了...本来很好很好的感情就在一夜之间断了线...在我中五的那一年...一位亲人用我最意想不到的方式离我而去...两个月后最疼我的另一个亲人癌症病逝...见他最后一面时...我真的真的很想哭...但是我知道我哭得话还真的是一发不可收拾...最后就忍了下来...被很多人讲我无情...但是你知道我的心意就好了啊对不对啊....不行了压抑不住了...不写了...

last day...lol

2011-03-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

went to 7-11 early in the morning...

*since it's just about 0.5 km from my house i don't think that's a problem...

and then saw this....^^^^^

so wanna buy it!!~~~

but rm7....

ahh forget it i don't need an expensive breakfast...

and end up staring and drooling over the stuffs down there....

one hell of a chocaholic....

hahahaha at least it's cheaper than frosties.....

just rm2.40~

but i still prefer calbury...

sweeter will be just nice lorrr~

the day in the office went bizzare!!!

enjoy lots because today is the day i did most of the work~

actually i felt like 打散工...

because i fax,type letter,photostat,mending broken files,scan,search files,run errand...

ya pretty much all of it except for the picking up the phone and say:'hi welcome to XXXXX may i help you?'

i will not and never will say that...

damn gentle...........kyah.....

and then went for a feast during lunch...

just rice and some crap lar...

but i bought fruits and cakes and stuffs...

cost me a bomb....T.T...

never mind i'm getting my salary tomorrow anyways....

so long mini hawker centre!

and so long this tower....

i'll miss you~!

but i think i'll just be looking you from afar...

lol~

and this is what cost me a bomb...

cakes can be really expensive nowadays...

but i just ate the bahulu...

because some GUYS WHO LIKES TO EAT OTHER PEOPLE'S FOOD ate my cake...

grr...

beware i'll bite you guys back if i got the chance...

and note to keshin & adrian:

YOU GUYS OWN ME RM1.20 FOR THE NASI LEMAK FOR HEAVEN SAKE!GIMME BACK MY MONEY!

well and so the day went along nicely...

until we realize there's a missing file that our manager need urgently...

end up all the people inside the office...

including the 3 lawyers...!

began the quest of searching the lost file...

search through every single tiny red file....

after 2 hours...

end up in the manager's office herself....!

hahaha...

like i nearly fell from the stairs twice just to grab the files...

and that's what we got....

haix...

forget it then....

~~i'll miss you too red files!~~

and then stupid ot...

but i ended up went on facebooking~

lol...

and the mr. francis tos...

*lawyer...name teh oon soon...first 3 initial...and you get tos...

use my facebook to add his facebook....

==...

seriously mr. tos!

i know you love me...

lol~

when my sis and i get out from the building...

it's already this late....

and i'll begin my life of watching tv dramas during midnight and sleeps during afternoon...

woohoo i'm finally regaining my consciousness of not sleeping...

woots!

another day when our manager isn't in!

2011-03-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

the day actually started of really sad lar...

because it's RAINING!!!

ALL DAY!!!!!!!

i'm seriously freezing here...

even though with my parka on...

that's it i'm going to wear like 5 t shirts on then + a parka...

hah take that you evil rain maniac sky...

==...i'm so lossing myself...pupupu...

when i reached the office the day started almost normal...

until we found out....

manager isn't in today!!!!

woots did a cheering inside~

and then here comes the youtube section...

where these brave guys went to youtube and see people beatbox-ing...

*i said they're brave because the cctv is actually opposite them...but i don't think they care...

keshin, derek and rooban...

ps:rooban is an india that studies the same school as my sis...so ya he knows chinese...love him lots he helps me a lot~!and gave me work so i won't get bored..hahaha

hah and then here comes adrian and derek looking at hot babes...

*seriously i saw...

men can be so pervertive sometimes...

and that time i really wish to let them did a bit of a bungee jump from here...

which is a total of 17 floors..

*sinister smile~

and this fella who sits behind me...

i have no idea why he's in this pose doing his work...

not the same gang he's more older...

and sorta spy for the manager...

but he also use internet during working hours so i don't think he's going to risk his career blowing our cover..

lol...

and then dying for starvation...

thanks to the rain which i didn't stand a chance to buy breakfast...

rooban bought me MACDONALDS!!!

yeepy~!

so touching nia.....

but i'm paying so ya kinda tragic....

and the day went by with 100% of relaxtion until about 2 something i went to the bathroom....

went in....

and then went out....

when i went out...

i saw our MANAGER....

i was flabbergasted....like hell ya!!!

good news:she hasn't step into the office yet i'm still able to warn those guys to stop dreaming/facebook-ing/youtube-ing/msn-ing/chatting.....

bad news:i was sooooooo shocked i forgot to greet her...

just great i'm so busted.....

but lucky she didn't really mind...

*or at least i think that way...........T.T...

and then walking with full speed into the office...

and warn them to stop all the crappy activities that are not allowed in the office....

everyone went back with the 'i'm working can't you see' attitude...

180 degree...==

and then manager came in...

walked into her room...

end of the story.....

until...........

me,my sis,keshin,derek and adrian were summoned....

she did a bit of lecturing about we listening to radio and headphones during work...

my body went stiff and i really felt like kayu.....==

she's so scary!!!

T.T...

and then we're excused to do our own work...

*but actually is them have their own work not me....i'm always relaxing...haha

lucky tomorrow will be my last day...

won't be worrying~wee~

and then adrian suddenly throw me this piece of junk....

i'm sooooooo sorry to tell you that this is actually a FILE...

ya i know it doesn't look like one...

i mean.....

it looks like a toy being chewed up by lots of dogs............

this file can with the annual most disgracing file of all times reward....

and my duty is to fix it up into it's original shape...

*well not original but at least better than this...

and i wanna rephrase a bit...

people say :magic can work wonders...

i say:cellophone tapes can work wonders....

and this is why i said so...

this is way better than before...

and apparentally this is my daily job over there...

tape tape photostat fax scan type...and dream....

but the climax of the day is when i'm required to find a red file among this pile of files....

and this pile......

+ this.....

and this........

and this.........

my life can be so pathetic sometimes...

and some files are so damn heavy cause they tied it all up together....

what a pain.....

but i ended up failed finding it...

maybe it's in the office over butterworth...

ah hell knows.....

and then listen to some stories about how keshin manage to stand and sleep at the same time...

*i'll never be able to do that.....

went home....

eat tomyam that my mom cooked...

another least favourite....

never take a liking on spicy food....

which explains why i'm thinner during ns....

and then online...

and continue my freezing life over here...

ciaos...

the day when our manager isn't there

2011-03-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

wee ok start from the morning...

went to market with my big sis...

*like duh my lil sis is in school...

then i felt like some orang utan...

*never go to market for 3 months makes me felt that way...

no people since it's early...

lalalala~

and then i was like walking walking walking...

then i saw bright spotlights shine on a store...

turn around...

i saw.....

bread house~!!!!!

ahh see the bread all so nice and fluffy~

and shining so brightly too~

it's like i saw a warm light struck into my soul~wee~

bought a mexico bun~

and saw coconut tarts!!!!

fav food no.2!!!!!!!!!!!!

but didn't buy...

i'm about to broke anyways....

but i bought this...

alphabet biscuits!!!!!

fav food no.2!!!!!

*ps:i got lots of no.2 but never no.1...hahaha

saw a pet shop...

with chicks~

cute cute cute cute!!!!!!!!

but today appears to be really windy and seems moody...

haha lucky i have my parka on...wakakaka

and nasi lemak...

douchebag my least fav....

never like it...

and never will....

back to the office!!!

when we knew the manager isn't coming...

*did a bit of inside heart cheer*

the office went amok...

or probably should say it this way...

everyone is relaxing...

proof??

my sis and 4 other guys are using facebook almost the whole day...

i'm using my phone to read story book...

and this guy here...

intro a bit his name is keshin and he's eating IN THE OFFICE during working hours...

YES in the office...

and when i'm taking candid shot of him...

aww kena spotted and he make that goofy face to me...

*beware i'll hack your computer and unplug your internet access...hahaha

and when i read till i get bored..

went to the conference room and snap these...

ya i know the view damn nice...

saw my reflection on the window pane...lol..

and then we play with the alphabets biscuits!!!!

adrian's...

*he insist on me to spell out his name...

and i've used 15 minutes to fish these alphabets out from the big pile of biscuits....

thanks to you i've been using my time 'wisely'...

and then i've spelled mine~!

see how kind of me...

yours also have...

and tutu's!!!!!!!!!

but i knew she'd be lazy to visit my blog so....

leave it lar~

and by the time i wanna do the rest...

stupid keshin and adrian ate my biscuits!!!!

left me with the numbers...

*LIKE NUMBERS WILL PRODUCE NAMES YOU IDIOTS!!!*

grr...

and the day past peacefully and in relax mode~

then went to grandma's house to pick up some soup...

hahahaha....

my grandma was so happy to see us...

and when she saw me in my parka...

she was like...

*wah so hot you still wear parka???!*

and i was like....

*wah so cold you say very hot grandma you have fever ah??*

haiya at least she cooked nice food so i don't really mind la~

and then went home...

nothing unusual...

except for the astro isn't functioning and my mom keep bugging me...

leave me no choice but to shut my computer and restart and watch manga for 15min...

just to make her leave...

she kept asking me to show her photos...

i have but i don't really want you to ask 100000000 questions after looking aka staring at a picture...

so sorry mom i'll show you next time...

when i'm ready for the endless questions....

peace out!^^

my working spot

2011-03-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

muahahahahhaha....

since i've bought a new phone with a camera of 8mp...

it's to cruel to buy it and not using it...

so i take some candid shots during my working time...

hahaha...

start with the picture up there...

is my sister curi tulang-ing...

see her serious face???

she's actually chatting on facebook....

the photo below is a view from my seat...

the guys are sooooo serious to...

but actually the guy in the green shirt is checking on penang local food...

while the guys behing a bit is also chatting on facebook...

or msn???

aiya i don't really care...

this is the so-call the dark side of an office...

muahahaha

and eventually today the ceiling is having water leakage...

which happens to be the ceiling beside my table...

omg lucky me....

hahaha...

and the water leakage was like a loose pipe....

proof??

below....

look closer lar...

maybe your face will end up sticking on the desktop...

wakakka

and some little boring snapshot i took...

my tumbler...

cute cute cute~

ahh i dont really wanna go for undang test lar...

afraid of failing i guess...

T.T...

fighto!!!!

可爱啊!!!!!

2011-03-22T21:28:00.001+08:00

超可爱!!!!

当那电影出时我看定了!!!!

兔子超可爱的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

这个看起来也很不错哦....

可爱可爱可爱!!!

爱死卡通了!!!

累了...

2011-03-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

忽然在茫茫照片中找到了这个...

哈哈哈大家是否还记得呢...

那时我们在中五历史读到的第一次世界大战啊...

可爱勒...

哈哈哈我画的当然可爱啦~

今天早上本来好好的...

忽然有人说了一句话...

'你给我今天去跟ms.lim讲你做到月尾就没做了...你很麻烦啊!'

'你做工后我没有有空过的...'

'因为要载你回家弄到我没得去补cambridge咯...'

'弄到我要去补星期六...麻烦罢了整天耽误我的时间...'

'学东西又慢到半死...'

听了还真的是很痛哦...

当初明明就是你叫我陪你去做工的...

拜托今天才看到人家教你新东东时是坐在你旁边慢慢教你...

你教我又是怎样哦...

丢一份文件...

随便讲了几句话...

走了....

什么意思嘛...

然后又在办公室里讲叫我快点去跟经理讲...

你连妈都没问过叫我去讲?!

算了反正出事又不是你被骂被砍...

是我啊...

我本身也不是很喜欢这份工的...

所以辞职对我来说根本就是上天赐给我的礼物啊~!

但是问题是我好像被你当成狗酱...

叫我来就来赶我走就走....

哪里有人做工做了两个星期多就走人的啊!?

白痴鬼才会做酱的事情...

被妈骂又是一回事...

被经理骂不负责任又是一回事啊...!

我是个包袱吗?

算算算了!

反正忍了这样多年在忍多几年也无妨...

今天下的大雨下到我从办公室看出去看不到北海啊...

很很很很恐怖....

噢由于最近非死不可放照片的速度比乌龟还慢...

所以在这里放上本人穿裙的照片...

答应你们了没法...

哈哈...

所以不要再讲我欠你们噢...

がんばってください!

你看不到的天空

2011-03-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

好像飄浮了很久
自從那天你放開了手
應該是兩個人來的港口
我一個人在虛擬溫柔

用你的目光看海
可樂冰痛了我的指頭
幸福又快樂的地球人
不斷從我的身邊經過

對你還能怎麼說　能怎麼做
做什麼也都不夠
插在口袋中
是沒有人來握住的手

我的表情並不多　心也不痛
我只不過是不懂
世界在熱鬧什麼
轉載來自
我在你看不到的天空　
看著燦爛的煙火
這城市孤單的人只有我

沒有誰在乎　誰跟誰分手
每個時鐘都繼續轉動

許下你聽不到的承諾　
流星怎麼不墜落
在倒數聲中我剩下什麼

沒有誰甘心　對回憶愛不釋手
但我無力對抗　這整個世界的寂寞

我該如何去面對　整個世界的寂寞

最近很喜欢这首歌...

总之就是听了会感触咯...

哈哈...

还有两天就拿成绩了...

超紧张的不知道会不会过关吗...

最近做工还不错啦...

没有酱闷了...

今天的槟城是我酱多年都没见过的...

真的好像要世界末日酱...

下大雨的同时那乌云好像以500km/h的时速来走酱...

超恐怖...

雨又大到海都看不到的...

在办公室还开玩笑说要世界末日了啦不用做工了...

可惜电话没相机不然拍了放上来看你们吃不吃惊...

其实我很怕死...

*槟城人就是怕输又怕死...哈哈*

我还有很多事情没做啊...

死了很不明不白咯...

很想念营地里的生活...

*除了那些可恶的pt pagi kelas cb kelas kn ceramah....*

在那边没有忧愁的...

在这里哦...

我还是觉得这没天理的世界社会...

我还是不要干涉比较好...

人家说的:社会很单纯...复杂的是人类....

我回来了

2011-03-14T10:53:00.000+08:00

actually i wanna use chinese to type la...

but then chinese eats up my time lo so i'll just use english instead...

seriously i miss camp a lot..

i miss every single part of it...

the sky the moon the stars...

ya i know kinda lame cuz stars and moon is the same whereever you go...

but over there i see stars that really fill up the sky...

i met nice people...

but now in a bit of a dilemma cuz now my friends are all over malaysia...

geez pfft....

i don't really know what should i say for now...

argh crap short of vocab here!!!

pen off...

and i'll be back when i feel like it...

我在plkn的日子

2011-02-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

at first i wanna use chinese to type but......

haiya chinese eats up lots of time so i use english instead...

my life in camp is damn fun...

met lots of friends...

and lots of malays...

do you know how to differentiate malay girls from chinese???

they wear tudungs....

hahaha yala i know damn lame...

but really la every malay girls wear tudungs there...

i have no idea how they cope with the weather but can you imagine how hot is it inside the tudung??

anyways kick aside the malay talk...

there's lots of chinese over there too...

they are very kind...

*well at least the chinese i knew ARE very kind...

there's this 3 guys that i've gotten really good with...

1 that never hold hands with a girl before and 2 really cunning ones...

ya i said cunning...

but they're not evil la they just look cunning...

they're really kind to me...

here's a simply portfolio for you guys in case you guys think that i'm mixing with the wrong company...

haowming:high EQ and high IQ...his ideal girl is perfect and you can't really find the ideal girl anywhere now...

zhenghao:likes volley...don't like his shirt tucked...IQ and EQ level:unknown

chunxian:has a damn cunning face...puiyee's unrelated brother...likes to look at girls...

chewy:from penang...kind and likes to dance...

weijie:some brave person...because he dares to talk to a girl that he likes but he doesn't know...

clement:high spirit person...never punctual...

and lots of girlfriends...

the girls i knew are all really sweet and they give me the lamb feeling...

maybe that's why i'm kinda man over there...

i don't wanna see any of my friends get hurt by the guys...

*so shoo you guys...

wy yee:sweet honey pie face...kind and likes to help others...

ming pei:ketua dorm...really mature...

puiyee:haiya to all pcghs students i dont think intro is needed here...

chiam:cute!!!her sleeping style is even cute!!!

apple:soft person...likes a guy that i find it bad...

shuwen:open minded...likes jelly and D...

melanie:likes malays...really pretty and cute...

ting:ok ok la...currently LD=light duty...

dorine:cute and her fringe is cute too~likes to stick with sk...

sk:a really man person...*explains why she got the guts to kiss on my cheek and keep sexual harrass me...*

ahh my english level is dropping...

i dunno where to start from actually because there's just too much to tell...

like i saw 3 shooting stars and 1 comet and some cute fireflies...

and the day when i shout like some crazy person and my voice is gone...

and the days when we clean the dorm....

design some bamboos...

paint the company flag...

design the company t shirt...

marching and physical training...

classes...

*which i find it stupid...i wanna be in the same class with my friend sia....

boring talks about how to manage your money...

the day when one of my friends wear tudung and walk around in the dining hall...

*that was hilarious...

too much sia....

ooh and i learnt some new shortforms...

LDD:lepak dekat dorm...

TTS:tidur tanpa selimut...

lame uh....i think so but it's cute...

i'm pretty lazy right now...

hehehe...

don't worry to those penang friends i'm still here until sunday...

so if you're free you guys can just give me a call and i'll be there...

wee~

happy new year guys...

my last meal...haha very funny...

2011-01-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

went to gurney yesterday with a big dinosaur...

and she force me to take books for her....T.T

but i got a free starbuck for a change~

wee....

*see michelle it's all your fault....haha...

this may be the last time i'm updating my blog...

since i'll be departing to perak in another 24 hours...

T.T...

chat with some of my cousins yesterday through skype...

quite fun actually and they made me felt like i'm in singapore with them...

*wayne please don't made up lies about how many underwears does keane has....==

and leeann is showing her hubby's photos on webcam...

gi kwang with 6 pax...

gi kwang with tux...

gi kwang with..........................

ahhh whatever la....

but still it's fun~

tonight will probably be my last skype call with them anyways...

haix sad sad...

and panda is having her 1st day in college today...

aww sad sad...

tutu's working and jay's too....

so today i'll read manga for the whole day!

i'll not be moved by anyone or anything!

*like that's gonna happen...

the first day

2011-01-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of 2011...

woots~!

but i don't really felt anything ler..

since i'm going on a 2 months vacation to a camp...

that has no hot water and gotta live with lots of people that i dunno...

i know i sounds like a spoilt brat...

but i need hot water...T.T...

argh fine with that....

i'll get use to it soon anyways...

no mangas no anime no nice nice eh biscuits and cakes and cookies...

my parents said they won't be visiting me you know...

because my big sister's visit 2 years ago is depressing...

since the camp is probably located either in the mountains or in the jungles...

and they won't give me much allowance...

since my sister spend like rm300++ for her 3 months...

so i think i'll end up skinny since i hate spicy...

that's why i ate like hell a lot during my japan trip...

7 days of heaven with sashimi...

and 2 months of hell with curry...

2months=60 days....

grr but there won't be any parents le so i think i'll be fine without the nagging bothering me...

wee~

should start packing now ciaos...

bye 2010

2010-12-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

i guess this is goodbye then...

you know a cousin of mine which we all call him wayne...

he post a status on facebook that we should drink 11 shots to celebrate 2011...

hahaha like that's gonna happen when my parents are here...

suddenly i started to miss my cousins...

they make me feel warm that's why i like to hang out with them...

deeply sorry for my dearest friends that i dumped you guys for them during the holidays...

because the days that we're together don't really happens frequently...

and we all share the same blood...

i wished my cousin is still here in penang...

at least i can have more time to spend time with my other cousins...

damn i feel soooo emo-ish...

hahaha...

when i flash back to form 1 the only thing i remember is how i met ginny and waikuan and michelle...

ginny i miss you sooooooo much!!T.T...

although we sit side by side during tuition but that stupid cswong talk so darn fast...

haix sad sad but at least my add math wasn't bad...

or else i'll kill him...muahahaha*sinister smile*

and i bet michelle is cursing me about me talking something bad about her when i was just an amature...

wakakakaka...

but now michelle and waikuan are 2 very good friends of mine...

then i met yiqin and chiuyeng...

and then got brought into the wushu commitee and also the cw commitee...

i learn lots of stuffs...

but most of all i learnt how to treasure friendships...

and settle stuffs...

although i'm still not good in it but i will work hard in the coming future...

and then i met panda tutu jayjay shir and hueilan and someone else...

good time until something bad happens one day...

we fell apart and the gang sorta crack into 2...

i dunno...^^

and then the time woosh and SPM's gone...

time really flees huh...

happy 2011and i'll keep loving you guys!

my new year resolution...

2010-12-31T14:13:00.001+08:00

this is a photo of me choosing my ice cream that cost 300 yen...

which is about RM12...*that's why that ice cream took me 5 minutes to decide the flavour...

but i choose the chocolate anyways...

after reviewing my form 4 and form 5...

i realized my past 2 years are crap...

seriously crap...

i failed my physic like countless times...

and i got into a perang dingin with a friend that i've used to cherish...

then i passed my physics...

but then i failed my chemistry...

what the heck is going on in my life???......

then i got like this serious autism at the beginning of my f4 life...

and made some decision that cause me to regret up till now...

i regret that i've started it...

that kind of stuffs shouldn't have happen in the first place...

and then i ended it...

which i felt relieved...

but the scar will probably remain for another next few years...

and then this year the beginning of it doesn't really went well...

i resign the job which i was assignned to...

and caused a lot of problem to someone i met this year...

i'm deeply sorry about that but i don't think you'll know since i never give you my blog address...

hahaha...

and then i slacked hard...

i tried really hard but nothing comes around...

actually not everything don't come around just some important ones...

everyone thinks that i'm sorta vibrant and happy go lucky person...

happy go lucky is correct but not really vibrant...

i don't know how to confort people...

i have a high pride...

i'm really not good in expressing myself...

that's why when one of my cousin asked me who's my ideal man...

i told him 'i'll probably remain single forever...'

hahaha sorry keane but that's not really the truth...

i like guys that wear glasses and actually look really darn good on them...

i like guys that doesn't force me to do stuffs that i hate...

and i like guys that can make me laugh everyday...

yup the citeria is pretty much like citeria for a friend...

*well except for the glasses part*haha...

i miss my friends...

tutu's working and panda's overseas probably doing something she doesn't likes and jayjay's phone number is 017 and if i sms her it would be darn expensive...

and i wish to go out with waikuan and michelle together...

missing one of them in the 'date' seems imperfect...

but i know we have our own stuffs to do so we don't really have the time...

and before my dear dada come back to penang i will be shipped off to camp...

T.T bummer...

i somehow missed how my cousins said bimbo...

she's actually quite a good person to talk...

since i was quite afraid of her since i was a kid...

hahaha sorry again...

i missed the times we're in school and apartment and outside...

so after summarise up my past 2 years my new year resolution will be:

treasure everyone and everything + think before i act...

hahaha...

happy new year guys~

ps:sorry if this post is quite emo but i'm always lidat at the end of the year...

cheers for a new year and i'm gonna work hard!

then get into singapore to meet my cousins and friend~

+ explore the world....^^

my japan trip 2010 + the end of the year

2010-12-30T14:23:00.000+08:00

JAPAN WAS AWESOME!!!

but now the last thing i wanna eat is sushi and udon and bento...

*but i still like onigiri...*thumbs up~

sorry that the pictures won't be up here since my dad stored all the pictures inside his laptop...

and i'm lazy to get it from him...wakakakaka...

the trip is a blast...

*well except for something..................*

and apparently there's this kid in my bus...

she's quite a charmer...

pretty and cute but sometimes i wished she can leave me alone when i'm sleeping in the bus...

oh well but she makes my day...

and my tour guide is kind~!

and you can see hello kitty everywhere...

and i mean literally EVERYWHERE!

you have no idea how many hello kitty shops are there in japan...

but trust me i see it everywhere...

in the malls in the mountains*fujisan* in the convenient shops in the shops in highway...

i nearly die for H.K.O.D...

H.K.O.D=hello kitty overwhelming disease...

and also O.P.O.D...

O.P.O.D=one piece overwhelming disease...

the weird animal that appears in one piece...

*the one that looks like a deer and a mouse at the same time*

is also everywhere...

and i ate parfait!

and fried potatoes...

biscuits...

sushi...

crepes...

cakes...

desserts...

strawberry popcorn...

udon...

abalone...

KING CRAB...

sashimi...

and lots of crap that make me got fatter...

hahaha...

but there's one thing that i hate japan...

is that they LIKE to queue...

and they seriously like to queue...

i've never queue 2 hours just for a ride in disneysea...

and i've never queue like half an hour for an arcade...

you know the games that you pay for rm2 and you get to throw balls and win prizes...

haix...

and the stuffs are seriously damn expensive sia...

an ice cream for 300 yen...

and 300 yen is like RM 10....

but the air and stuffs are nice...

and i get to see lots of high school students and their pretty uniforms~

my mom even bought transparent umbrellas~

omg this trip is the trip that we spend up all of our money...

and even need to ask the people in our group for 2 yen to buy something...

damn funny and my dad's wallet kena bleeding really damn serious lo...

i have no idea how much we spend...

but the amount ain't low...

wakakakaka...

universal studio was really pretty with all the europe style houses and ELMO!!!

omg elmo so cute and cookie monster too!!!!!!

but i still prefer the culture part...

like visiting the shrines and temples...

and the bullet train is nothing...

it feels like sitting on a normal train...

you won't be feeling the speed...

but i like hakone and fujisan~

hakone is the place where the japanese boiled their eggs in the hot spring water and the egg is so nutritious...

eat 1 egg can have 7 more years of life...

and i ate 2....wakakaka...

fujisan is really amusing...

it was HUGE!!!

SERIOUSLY HUGE!!!

and the hot spring..............................

hmmm we'll just skip that part la~

tokyo is cramp...

i mean seriously the restaurant is small and the hotel room is small...

even the malls are small...

and ginza street is a place where we shouldn't go...

i felt so darn small over there...

branded clothes are everywhere...

haix...

sad sad...

but i like kyoto the most~wee~

ps:i like clamshell phones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my kaichou!

2010-09-25T09:52:00.000+08:00

T.T...

my kaichou last episode...

T.T...

although the ending is nice but i want a 2nd season!

please a second season~

haix...

but at least my trial is over...

yeepi~

afternoon have steamboat~

with fishballs~

anyways to everyone who are having exam...

gambate!

fighto!

movie review part 2

2010-09-19T12:17:00.000+08:00

movie number 3: GROWN UPS

i laugh till i nearly die...

seriously if you're studying your ass off and you wanna watch a movie...

this will be the one...

it's random stuffs all together...

but definitely entertaining...

like the water park...

omg why malaysia don't have parks lidat huh???

and the arrow thingie...

the guy keeps praying that the arrow won't kena him...

but end up stuck in his foot...

and the 48 months kid...

^^ happy-ing....

movie number 4:TOY STORY 3...

hehehehehehehehehe...

buzz lightyear in spanish?

the attack of the big bear?

barbie tearing ken's clothes apart?

jessie in paint?

andy is gorgeous???

muahaha...

waited for 11 years and now here's the finale...

kinda sad though they end up seperating with andy...

especially woody since he's andy's first toy...

T.T

i'm gonna buy woody when i have the money...

muahaha...

movie number 5:THE SOCCERER'S APPRENTICE

not bad lar...

just that the effects are not many...

not enough tricks and magic...

there's only the patung bottle and the plasma ball and some walking mop...

weird eh...

but i like the dragon ring...

it's nice...

like 'secrets' by one republic!

they rock on~

my last week!!!!!!!!

yay~

ps:i know i watched a lot of movie...

but i gonna continue my journey of movies after exam...

kukuku...

peace!

movie review...

2010-09-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

movie review number 1:

SALT...

what i think:not bad lar...at least the first part scares me a lot...

it's when the agent salt is caught and the polices in korea put a pipe in her mouth...

and open the tap...

let the water flow...

and then stepped on her belly...

digusting scene to me...

especially when you watched it during midnight...

makes me think of japanese again...

and when i think of japanese...

i think of history...

and when i think of history...

i realize i haven't finish the damn subject...

T.T

anyways the story line is okay to me...

everything happened abruptly...

but the ending so touching~

the good guys let her go...

T.T

like the main character lots since she's a genius...

she can make explosive weapons with some detergents...

climb from window to window...

*pity the spider though

and witnessing your husband died under a gunshot in front of you is not fun...

ps:i like the dog~~

movie review number 2:

THE EXPENDABLES...

i nearly fell asleep watching this damn movie...

or maybe it's because it's 2am in the morning...

the story line is unorganized...

mostly it's all about fighting...

i think the fighting scenes is just too much...

but how they bomb up the whole palace or fortress...

is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G...

i also wanna go stick those stuffs on the walls~

seems fun mah...

ps:there's no romantic scenes in the movie...totally 0% of it...

so panda you don't need to waste your time la...

hahaha

waiting:

DETECTIVE CONAN 14TH MOVIE:THE LOST SHIP IN THE SKY!

oh yeah~

anticipating for every year...

waiting for conan's movie!

the climax:ran think of kaito as shinichi and gonna kiss kaito!!?

or maybe it's really shinichi in magician suit???!

wayang in telah menggunakan teknik saspens...

iaitu menyebabkan penonton-penonton meragu-ragu...

*see teacher i pay attention in class d!!

hahaha...

after the graduation gonna dash to artist gallery and buy it!!!!!

yay~

ps:i know i'm having some major exam tomorrow...

but i'm dying!!!!

for overdose of history...

after a week

2010-09-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

after a week:
history:just read through...
biology:just finish f4 and some chapters of f5...
physics:die la....
chemistry:..............
i have no idea what to do right now...
haix...
i dunno what to do le...
i don't dare to approach history because i'm so scare!!!
T.T
die die die die die....
can someone help me????
just now my mom just asked me how's my studies...
and i said:ok lo...
while i'm saying...
i'm thinking:sorry mom if you know what's really happening...you'll die for a heart attack...
but i am trying hard to concentrate you know...
i really do...
haix...
i think burning some oil is needed then...
but if i look at the bright side...
a good friend of mine is coming back!!!
yeah~
gambate!!!!!
ps:wang lee hom and kaichou rock!!!

WANG LEE HOM!!!!!

2010-09-05T13:50:00.002+08:00

must buy!!!!!^^^^^

after spending some of my precious valuable irreplaceble time listening to his songs...

i felt in love with it again~

fuwa fuwa...

kekeke...

it's the beginning of our holidays!!!!!

but we...

f5 students need to study......

*drum roll*

H-I-S-T-O-R-Y...

chiang chiang chiang chiang....

haix sad sad sad...

why it has to be history...

nothing to say much since it's exam week last week...

except the time when my friend said that when she knows that Jun (in the book Julia) is a muslim...

she suddenly felt so sad and dissapointed...

and i spit out all the water that i just drank...

*imagine la har...*

and the time that our class have picnic in the class...

really fun actually...

i think the atmosphere in the class become warmer...

kekekekekeke...

well gotta get back to the books again...

haix...

dino and michelle:gambate!!!!

3 days till exam...

2010-08-27T09:35:00.000+08:00

actually i'm not nervous with the upcoming trial...
but i will when it's after holiday...
because you see we're having all those language subjects first before the holidays...
and i'm not really bad at those...
but still nervous since i'll be studying all the way...
i don't want to see my results in bad shape...
anyways yesterday we have the merdeka celebration assembly...
omg it was hell a lot of fun....
because the form 5-mers are sitting upstairs...
and all of us went wild when we sang the 3 songs...
this is also teh 1st time i see my class so cooperative...
because we're all very very extremely high together...
while downstairs....
...
....
.....
......
can't tahan le!
can't they just loose some bones???!
haih...
upstairs the students all were screaming and shouting and laughing...
*except for A class...and B i think...
even ms ng and the gang were amused by our enthusiasm....
hahahaha...
of course the most insane class of all is my class...
not s5e or f or g or h...
maybe because this year's s5d there'll be 2 friends heading for uk and australia next year...
*sob*
althought i don't know you guys till this year...
but i'll remember you guys...
T.T
yesterday night while my mom and my sis and i were on our way home...
we passed the penang bridge...
and my sis said:the bridge is pretty huh...
my mom:ya...when you jump down from it it's even prettier...
and we just sat there silently...
we know what that means...
because that's the place my uncle commit suicide...
i don't really feel ashame about it...
because many people commit suicide...
and although he live a bad and poor life...
doesn't mean that i'm bad and will do drugs when i grow up you know...
almost everyone thinks that way so maybe that's why my mom don't really want me to tell people about it...
haha...
just that i feel sorry for another life...
thousands and thousands of people trying to survive...
while thousands and thousands of people try to end their lives...
what's the point?

stay-in-school week

2010-08-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

yup that's righto...
monday stays in school till 3pm...
tuesday stays in school till 2.30pm...
thursday stays in school till 3pm...
then direct went to cswong after staying....
why?
because of the crappy seminars about how to answer spm question duh....
haix...
i don't even know what's the point...
wasting the time sitting there drawing mr swiss rolls...
and mrs cheese cakes...
not that i didn't pay attention during the seminar...
but what they said they said it in class before...
and those don't really help a lot in exam...
because they don't wanna mark the extra answers during exam...
they say:lazy la...
and because of that i got really damn low marks in moral...
haix...
ps:xinqi i don't want to upload...hng...
i've been revising my subjects day and night...
but nothing comes around le...
i read and i forgot....
i memorize and i forgot...
i should just buy a memory card and stick it in my brain...
then i got extra memories~
*if i sleep earlier tonight then maybe it will come true...
anyways today is my mom's birthday~
happy birthday mom~
*oh ya you dunno how to use a computer...
my bm teacher counted something...
that there are actually 33 over 35 students are wearing specs and contacts...
i find it really amazing because imagine the money that those specs stores earn...
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...
muahaha...
i feel dehydrated of movies lately...
because there're sooooo much movies to watch!!!
movie no.1:inception
no 2:the last airbender
no 3:the grown ups
no 4:STEP UP 3!!!!(omg i have been waiting for sooooooo long!!!moose!!!)
no 5:love in diguise...(well a bit of wang lee hom's fan)
so.....................
who wants to belanja me??

i dunno what else to say

2010-08-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

actually i don't really have high hopes for the farewell this year...
so i set my mind at a very extremely low level...
besides i'm not someone who likes those touchy occasions...
so to be honest i'm not really anticipating the farewell like mostly everyone else do...
well today..................
was okay i guess...
at least the cake and the food are nice...
there're spagetti and coffee flavoured cheese cake...
ps:those are prepared by shirling according to what i heard...
but the games are just way way WAY too scary...
i think digusting will be a better word...
we have to use a nilon rope and cross from our sleeves to the neck there and then to the other sleeve...
and then the rope has to be connected among 6 people's sleeves...
full of sweat and if worse...
maybe they'll get a cut and we'll probably get AIDS...
omg....
and weiling said that we're lucky that we're the 1st group to play...
imagine the sweat accumulated on the rope after 5 groups using it....
*shiver*
and then the games are exhausting and also painful...
touturing...
and i think i'm hurt mentally and also physically...
althought we won in all the games...
but it's still painful...
*dino:this is not memorable...this is tourturing....*
the souvenir is weird...
in a way...
because it's a small transparent glass vase and have flowers in it...
with a candle on it...
i don't see anything related to it you know...
oh well at least the teachers seem happy...
and so does the coach...
then it doesn't matter...
the education fair was fun...
i skipped 3 seminars...
because i want to visit the booths that are extremely amazing....
i like the british council's one...
because they gave me lots of freebies~
lalala~
but then to get into the universities i must at least finish a level or stpm....
so i went to visit the a level's booths...
but the courses are EXTREMELY expensive...
why i wasn't born from a filthy rich family????
haix...
people that are rich like my friend of mine...
she never looks at the price for the course...
she just looks at how good is the course...
haix...
i'm so lost...
and physics sucks!!

being original

2010-08-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

being a teenager...
being a student...
being a daughter...
being a sister...
being a friend...
it's H-A-R-D....
i dunno...
the cross country run is awesome!!!
although it's raining...
i look like some crazy girl with water drops dripping on my hair and face...
and ee ling's voice was like a boom...
from the beginning of the station 3 i can hear she shouting:COME ON!!!you're almost there!!!
hai...
but it's fun because i can talk to michelle...
since her recess time changed we never get to talk face by face...
hehe...
lots of stuffs happen lately...
but don't worry those are happy stuffs....
^^...
fuwa~
and thanks a lot to the prefect who is sooo kind!!!
you didn't confiscate my camera!!!!!
your kindness will be remember as long as i live...
kekeke...
anyways i feel extremely today because i have studied 7 chapters of biology~
*cheers and claps~*
not used to the keyboard here since it's a new keyboard...
haix...
but sometimes i don't really like someone who are kinda 'princess style'...
you know what i mean lar...
they just get angry easily...
and sometimes they make the same mistakes too...
haix but i have to bear with it huh...
crap...
although i know sometimes it's just an act...
but do you need to be like this....
haix...
forget the crap...
thinking of me on the top of the mountain makes me feels happy~

lyrics that i find it beautiful

2010-08-08T09:46:00.000+08:00

街灯下的橱窗有一种落寞的温暖

吐气在玻璃上画着你的模样
开着车漫无目的地转弯不知要去哪个地方
闹区的电视墙到底有谁在看
白杨木影子被拉长像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市的小巷雨下一整晚
你撑把小纸伞叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫问天涯在何方
午夜笛笛声残偷偷透透过窗
烛台前我嘛还在想
小舢板划呀划
小纸伞遮雨也遮月光
白杨木影子被拉长像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市的小巷雨下一整晚

to jay chou fans i think you guys know what song is this la...
hahaha...
the words are quite ancient and i kinda find it....
poetic???
ps:i know this is a heartbreaking love song...
but the producer of this lyrics is awesome...
can you write like that huh??!

i'll try

2010-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

i'll try to post a blog each week the best i can...
since days are just getting more and more hectic lately...
no mood for study...
just draw mangas everyday...
haix...
i'm gonna flunk the whole thing...
i should just learn misaki...
being a kaichou and a maid in a cafe and also deal with idiotic rule-breakers are just 10 times hectic than i...
so............
aww i hate studying!
anyways today's the last day i'm a wushu member...
because the next meeting will be my last!
well for the 5 years...
time flies....
*god i am soooo old!!!omg omg omg...
and there's mtv world stage tonight in sunway lagoon surf beach..
and me...
sitting here typing a blog...
T.T
i don't deserve it anyways since my grades drop a lot...
and tomorrow my mom said she's going to buy me a new laptop at the pc fair...
mom please don't do that....
i feel guilty...
i feel soooo guilty that i don't think i'm gonna have a good night sleep tonight...
maybe it's because of my habit of not taking stuffs that you don't deserve...
well that didn't really went well with my 2 sisters...
but it went well on me...
the f5 subjects are fine for me...
*except for history...T.T...
but the f4s are some big bomb...
haix...
my mom told me to work hard for these few months and you will be free...
i wish to...
i really don't wanna go for f6...
but what if i don't get a choice??
then what should i choose??
*of course to study actuarial i gotta choose the P class...
but what if...
just what if....
i can't catch up???
oh god i'm worrying too far...
another hell of sleepless night...
note to michelle:gambate on your trial too!!!!!
note to stupid dino:don't get over stress over there you know...and eat more cakes!^^

watashi daisuki!

2010-07-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

after the cat's explanation...
i realize...
i like the poem 'the road not taken'...
because it fully describe my blindness...
i shouldn't be in the science class...
you see now i'm suffering from phobia...
T.T
i should be in the P class you know...
since my wish-to-be-future-job won't be anything relating to science...
it's all math!!!
the 1st reason i get into the science class is because of my blindness...
*i've just said it up there...
there're people talking about how cool science stream is...
how many paths you can choose...
but i don't wanna be a chemist,physicist or a biologist...
i don't want to be a doctor,a pharmacist or a scientist either!
i just want to be with my dear math...
*oh god i should just marry it...
and if i choose that at the 1st place...
none of that would have happen...
and i won't feel awkward when i'm at the counter...
hahaha...
silly me...
anyways to be honest...
i'm moody lately...
because when i go to school...
i dunno how should i react with one of my bf's problem...
she's so confused...
and i don't want her to think me as some friend that is not considerate...
and then there's another 1...
and i don't want her to think that she's abandoned...
then time by time i realize...
i don't have time to think about my own...
i have problems in my house...
and i have problems missing my friend...
and i have problem with her in school...
*not you guys in class don't worry...
shir's right...
this kind of stuff should be resolved before we graduate...
i don't really want to see her crying again in the graduation ceremony...
like what she did last year in school for the last day...
as an s4c/2009 student...
i don't want to feel regret in the end...
like how i feel right now when i made that phone call...
but there's no time machine right...
kekeke...
i might as well just accept this and move along...
pretend that she never exist...
but at least i don't need to do things for her you know...
it's quite enjoyable...
wait...
i'm confused...
ps:if you know what i'm writing for the title then you'll know that i still care....but maybe you guys probably can't really read...

emptied

2010-07-23T23:20:00.001+08:00

I FEEL HOLLOW!!!
omg...
maybe that's because i lost my pencil and end up drawing 0 manga everyday!!!
T.T

i amd totally speechless

2010-07-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

seriously!!!!
haix there're a lot of dramas happening lately in the house...
i don't usually call my house a home...
except when i'm alone in the house or left me and my mom and my dad and my little sister...
hehehe...
anyways school's hectic...
H-E-C-T-I-C!!!
everything seems to be a blur...
and time passes by...
FAST...
omg it's 38 days till trial exam...
and i kena ns somemore!!!!
argh!!!!
oh well i'm not worry with the ns thingie...
but the trial it's freaking the hell outta me...
i keep studying chemistry and physics...
and i left my biology and history hanging...
no wait i didn't even flip through my history text book...
so let's just consider that untouched...
OMG untouched is even worse than hanging...
and my mom is having some major touchdown lately...
she even scold me when i just send a text to the plkn and ask for my batch...
well you know what i mean...
if she knew i choose account for matrix...
she'll get even furious...
but i don't wanna to be a physicist or chemist or biologist!!!
haix...
should have choose the right path from the beginning...
T.T...

bon odori and stuffs

2010-07-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

oh my god i feel so lazy to just type a blog about my lately life...
but oh well no harm done isn't it...
just went to bon odori last saturday....
and took hueilan to my grandma's house...
*she seems in awe when she saw the old junkie...
anyways and then took her went round the heritage...
which she never come before...
*i'm starting to wonder whether she's a penang or not...
and then went to the bon odori...
but it rains...
T.T
half hour under the umbrella...
and then tutu came...
and then panda and her family *including bebe* came...
and the end...
*i'm lazy to describe...
and then there's wushu competition...
which i think it's okay...
at least not really serious than i thought...
kekeke...
the end

i was hoping

2010-07-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

ya what am i thinking...
i have always think that you see me as an original little sister...
but you're just like the others...
take my school grades as a comparison...
here i am...
i thought you look at me differently!
i want to be original...
maybe someday you saw this and you're still thinking that i'm loved by everyone...
you say i'm like a goddess in the house...
i have better grades compare to you and her...
and i'm an obdient little sister...
i admit that you treat me really good...
but lemme tell you something...
about what you say that you don't have the brain...
i really wanna slap you...
or should i say...
you make me feel dissapointed on you...
so that's how you think of me huh!?
you like to play...
you like to hang out...
you hate studies...
do you think i like studies!!!?
*except for that weird cousin of ours...
you think that i like to stay at home??
reading books(storybooks and books are different...so don't combine them as one)
i also like to hang out!
i like to do something wild...
which i always did in school...
because i know at there nobody treats me like an alien...
they never take grades to compare with me...
and they treat me like a sister...
just like how you treat me...
well except for the treats...
but i do admit again that the whole thing goes wrong because of my bad temper...
and i don't think people know that i have an extremely bad temper...
and 'without wax'ly i would like to say i'm sorry...
deeply truely sorry...
i know even infinities of sorry won't heal you from her scolding...
and i don't care that you abandon me...
leave me alone...
make me feel like i'm stranded on an deserted island...
or whatever...
but i want you to know is that...
i really look up on you....
as a brave and strong sister...
because you never gives up on what you do...
remember that...

lovely spagetti~~~

2010-07-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

see CHUAH XIN QI...
i update liao...
wasn't really convenient of uploading pictures about the delicious mouth-watering baked cheese with spagetti which will melt the hearts of all food lovers(just forget the chicken meat in the dish)...
*OMG the cheese is just too delicious to describe...it's like a bomb planted inside my mouth and when cheese is in it the whole cavity went KABOOM!!!~
okay so back to the topic...
went out today with mingli,michelle,waikuan,jiajia and xinqi...
*pity chiuyeng can't make it...
i was found in the mph bookstore by waikuan and michelle...
with a grape flavoured lolipop in my mouth....
which they found it ironic...
==...
but then we just talked and talked and talked...
*that's what girls do...
and then SOMEONE said that michelle and i have the minds of a 2 year old...
*actually it's just me...i just don't wanna sound lonely...T.T
sorry for being such a chatterbox...
i dunno when will us be out like that again...
and eating the nice baked cheese~~~
fuwa....
*slapping my face out of the dreamy face*
and then stupid waikuan hit a video of me and michelle...
hmph...
i want my copyright...
*haiya i know you will miss us there la~*
and then xinqi the invisible came...
sorry i really didn't saw you there...
T.T...
and then #@$%&^$@$...
(let's just skip the order food and stuffs because you don't really wanna know what we're talking about...itlots and lots of crap and useless junk)
and then mingli and jiajia came...
*drum roll~*
we should have a red carpet walk for them for being late for 2 hours...
hahaha...
and then @#$%^@#$&$...
(endless junk...)
and then xinqi rob my adorable RM50!!!!!!!!
long story if you wanna know what happen ask the robber herself....
i was cheated for the 3rd time this week...
tutu and panda and now xinqi...
T.T
do you know that the people who have the same sername should help each other ah...
T.T....
and then to popular...
michelle went home...T.T
and then waikuan went home....
(i don't think she know that we're spying on her...muahaha)
and then we went for an ice cream....
and watching how the guys make pretty donuts~
so damn pro...
hahahahahaha...
and then i think the guys may be thinking that we're some girls who came out for the jungle...
at least i think they think that way...
and then hop on mingli's car...
*omg her car so damn spacious...*
and then went back to heritage...
end of the story...
conclusion of the day:you shouldn't easily give your RM50 to someone you trust because they might just take it away...T.T

wesak day

2010-05-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

well i woke up at 6.45a.m. in the morning just to go for charity work...

honestly i'm really lazy to wake up because the exam's just over...

and i need my sleep!!!

but still no choice after bath and called everyone up...

*wao i sound like a chicken*

we all head to the temple...

actually it looks like some big hall with no joss sticks around...

which is good because i hate joss stick...

they stung my eyes...

make me blind...

and make me bump into other people...

bak chang^^^^^^^

wee...actually the pictures are a bit disorder...

so just be it..

and we didn't sell bak chang just that we finish selling at 11 something...

and this kind looking aunty was really busy selling buns and buns and buns...

asked us that whether we can help her sell the bak changs...

since she's so busy and can't sell all of them...

so we helped them to sell a box...

*sorry aunty we gotta go...mom calls*

and i'm the one who keep shouting:肉粽一粒三块...

and yeah i feel like an idiot...

but i really wish that we can sell all of them...

the poor lady seems to be so tired~

>.<

*and i think xinqi opposite of me was already used to it...haha*

and these are what they call pumpkin buns^^^^

not really a fan of it...

it looks unappetizing...

like some dead fish that were decomposed by bacterias...

and also jello~~~~^^^^

this is totally my favourite...

because it's cooling!!!!!

and the weather is so freaking hot...

and this picture below is my nephew...

*oh my gosh i'm so damn old...i even have a nephew that big!!!!!!!!*

apparently i think he's trying to break the cell...

oh ya and i met lots of people in the temple...

the minute i got there i was shock by xinqi's existance...

and then i went for a walk in the fair before i started my work...

i met my uncle!!!

*chris i never know your dad was there!!!and uncle please fix your glasses~*

and then when i start working i was once again shock by xinqi because she actually comes to worked for the charity...

and the most of all she's just directly opposite my stall...

and then i saw xingling~~

wee~~

and then i walk for the second round until i saw my last year history teacher!!!!

see the picture below there!!!!

sorry for the kinda blurry picture and i lazy to edit it for you guys to see...

she's the one with her pink shirt and sit at a corner...

actually today was really fun...

because i found out that my uncle was really generous...

hahaha...

and i really miss xinqi anyways...

the last time we met was in the cemetery...

*how ironic can that be*

and most of all...

I SHOULD REALLY GET SOME SLEEP!!!

tuition in 5 hours!!

T.T

i'm back~

2010-05-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

back again...
since i've just finish my exam...
but the results aren't going to be pretty...
as far as i know my malay will 100% fail...
FAIL...
with the big red dot on my report book...
T.T...
find it quite saddening...
anyways lots of things happened lately...
like my times of studying wasn't enough because there's only like 1 month for us to study...
and also me gaining weight...
well that's kinda typical...
and my biology result wasn't pretty either...
as far as i can see my biology will only be able to get a 60++
and that will be the best i can get...
haix...
actually i wasn't really sad about my malay...
since my teacher said that the whole class will probably fail...
*wow imagine that*
and my teacher said that this year's F5 batch(which is us) totally sucks!!!
the whole form probably will get malay results like me...
*wow and imagine that*
ok so the 'minggu peperiksaan' for me is finally over...
i should pick up myself and start all over again...
but then there's NIE...
and wushu during the holidays...
and also gotta go out to hit some photos for NIE...
and most of all...
i think i should just call my friends out and have some fun once in a while...
since my mom already agreed that i should do that...
and besides someone's leaving penang too...
T.T...
then i will have no one to text with...
hmm and recently there's some scary wind blowing in the house..
well if you want me to tell the truth i am deeply dissapointed with her...
and she didn't even wake up after all the commotion...
deeply dissapointed and also felt sorry for the another her...
don't just weeping and bragging about it all day long lar!!!
i'll really go crazy if this is some never ending drama...

and also...
there's my beloved misaki and usui-kun!!!!!!!!^^^^^^^^^
omg i'm totally in love with them...
suddenly i feel happy to be a girl...
because if not...
hmm i may die for embarassment for now...
and also...
I WANT LEE TO WIN THE AMERICAN IDOL!!!

EXAM

2010-04-20T16:05:00.002+08:00

IT'S 20++ DAYS UNTIL THE EXAM...
AND I'M STILL DREAMING!!!?
GET A GRIP!

digusting urine test

2010-04-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

okay so yesterday when i was eating at Tao...
*the food is GREAT anyways*
my watch suddenly went beeping...
and i was stunned...
because that's the time to fast for the darn urine test...
but most of all...
I STILL HAVE TO FINISH MY 4 EBI!!
in the end i left my dear ebi in the restaurant...
grr...
anyways today everyone looks dehydated before the school starts...
because we're not allowed to drink or eat until today...
okay back to the topic...
i drank 600ml of water...
which it wasn't easy...
and then i break a measuring cylinder...
T.T...
don't really wanna type in the details...
because it is digusting...
the day went well...
except when i ran up and down the school buildingjust to search for our wushu teacher...
and got really exhausted when i went back to the class..
and sleeps during math...
sorry teacher i didn't meant that...
*lazy to type...let's stop for now...*

lovely day...

2010-04-11T13:31:00.003+08:00

lalala~
as you can see yesterday's the sports' day!!!
woohoo!!!
green team once again strikes and took the 1st place...
5 years in a row man!!!!!!!!!!!
woots for green house!!!!
anyway ate a lot yesterday...
and spend 2 hours on interclass...
didn't participate just watch and gave some comments...
what a pain when you see them having lots of fun...
and you can only sit there watching...
T.T...
anyway gotta get over it asap...
or else i won't be able to concentrate on my school's stuffs...
and EXAM...
which is 33 days away...
nothing to declare or say...
just feels like babbling for a while...
before i go for school tomorrow...
handphone's broke...
left RM0.05...
how phatehic can i be...
==

what happened lately

2010-04-09T15:05:00.000+08:00

okay so this's what happened lately...
1. i have a nose bleed yesterday morning and i feel like crap...because i think i lost a lot of blood and it makes me feel mentally weak...
2. i went to the school's infirmary!for the 1st time in my 5 years' high school life i went to the infirmary...went to sleep actually because i'm really sick yesterday...and i don't know why...
3. eventually i have a minor nose bleed again today during assembly...when pn.chan is talking about all the crap...and i went to the washroom and cough like hell just to get the green goo in my throat out of my dead body!
4. oh did i mentioned cough?haha i'm having cough lately...+ a minor flu...which has became more and more serious every day...while my cough is getting better...*at least i can talk for now*
5. school's checking our homework again...but the problem is that i FORGOT TO TAKE MY PHYSICS EXERCISE BOOK ALONG!so i went to buy a note book and tear off the cover...tear off panda's physics exercise book and staple it together...and then wrote my name..and then pass up...i don't wanna kena demerit la!and i got panda's permission if you ask me!HA...TAKE THAT!
6. tutu said i'm a bad influence to school because i'm having germs all over my body and she's so scare that she will get cough or flu or whatsoever...
7. i got 82 in my sivik!!!!which is something to be happy of...because this way my report book will have the numbers that started with 4 to 10!*if you don't get what i mean then just leave it*
8. IT'S 35 DAYS TO THE MID YEAR EXAM!i'm so dead...
9. tomorrow's sports' day!gonna buy ice creams and eat like hell~
ps:those who are busy bodies like xinqi can come to school tomorrow!*i think*

results

2010-04-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

okay my results are out!!!!
malay:63%
chinese:56%
english:50%
math:90%
add math:100%
history:70+%(i dunno my markah pemerhatian yet...)
biology:74%
chemistry:66%
physics:46%
moral:68%
sivik:remain unknown...not important anyways...
as you can see...
except for the math and add math...
the rest of the results sucks like hell...
wish to improve...
and also...
i fail my physics again...
oh well...
just work harder next time i guess...
and also won't be posting lately...
busy with some funeral again...
of course i'm sad that my uncle past away...
i always remembers how he treat me when i was a kid...
he even took me on my 1st motorcycle ride!
i'll miss you so much...
rest in peace...
and although we don't talk much anymore...
but i know you still loves me a lot...
^^...
not in a mood of talking interclass..
because...
I HATE IT...

world water day

2010-04-03T13:13:00.000+08:00

totally exhausted!!!
i woke up like 5.50a.m. in the morning...
and then started to pack up the stuffies to take to the botanical garden...
pity ah yen don't have any voice...
kukuku....
once again no pictures...
because i'm exhausted and god damn tired....
panda is the one who is the happiest that day...
and what a sore eye...
since she and roy are like so lovey dovey...
*puking*
but still thanks for the chips you 2 bought for me~
hahaha...
i'm in charged of the folding paper section..
the event went smoothly~
woots for ah yen!
definitely gonna join next year...
ps:i will talk about the details next time...
i'm EXHAUSTED!!
i need my bed...

full marks!

2010-03-30T14:32:00.002+08:00

kukuku...
god damn happy...

praying section+someone's birthday

2010-03-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

went to the cemetery again...
to pray grandpa with huiying and huisiang and chris and all...
kinda fun...
and then went to pray for grandma's dad...
which is someone i never met before...
and our aunt said:hoi why don't we call keane up and wish for the birthday...
of course people so sporting like us will say yes....
and so my aunt open the loudspeaker...
and then we wait...
and wait...
and wait...
until the 'beep' sound suddenly went out...
and the 'you have reached the voice mail box.......'
and so this happens like 2 times...
until my aunt lost temper...
and called his house...
which my other aunt picked up la...
and then we tell her to take the phone to keane...
who is still SLEEPING by the time...
and wish like hell...
i bet he's like:walao what's this kind of shocking weird jumbled up sound??
and then we just sang happy birthday...
in the cemetery...
which xinqi who is also there think that we're really siao...
sing birthday song in the cemetery...
hahaha...
of course something unpleasant happened...
i hate it of course....
also met with yiqin...
kukuku...
darn happy...
ps:pity chris kena so many comments about his height in the meeting...

another day of waking up early

2010-03-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

well i woke up at 6.20a.m....
because someone so obdient and loyal and kind like me...
is going to the cemetery to pay a visit to my grandgrandparents...
which is dead of course...
and so we reached the cemetery about 7 something...
mengharungi pelbagai halangan...
because there's weeds everywhere...
and then finally reached the spot...
and wao what a shock i have...
the grass and weeds are growing like damn...
my mom said:hei lets just hired the worker to clean the place up for us...
so in the end hired some guy...
which i think is quite nice...
to clean the spot for us...
and then just pray lo...
lalala...
and then grandma and uncle and my aunt came...
they started to write some numbers on a piece of paper...
roll it up...
found a kfc cup which i dunno where and how did they get that...
put the rolled paper inside...
and then they started praying and shaking the cup...
i should just post the photos up but i can't...
T.T...
eventually they're wishing that my ancestors will give them a hint about the 4D numbers...
=.=...
don't really believe this kind of stuffs...
and so they're like:come on come on!gimme some nice numbers!
and then tada!
1 roll of paper came out...
really sweat...
and they said that they're going to do that tomorrow also...
with my grandpa...
hahahahahaha...
like they will get the numbers...
and they even said that there's a bank at hell...
so we can burn some credit cards for them...
in case they wanna buy something...
and my aunt said:haha...then must know the bank's name la...like bank hell or bank heaven...
=.=

lovely day...with some bad news...

2010-03-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

well it's really a lovely day...i reach school about 6.45a.m. today...and then when i wanna went up the stairs...i found out that the stairs i always use to get to my class is locked...oh well let's try the stairs near the science garden then...LOCKED...weird...then the canteen's...LOCKED...what the hell...and so i went to the stairs near the pj equipment room...LOCKED...what the ****...and so i went to the stair at the foyer...FINALLY the stairs are unlocked...and so i just reach my class at 6.55a.m....and there's only 5 people in the classroom...because the rest were sitting down there waiting for the janitor to open the lock!hahaha...but actually in the end they all also went up all the way to the class using the same route as i...because school's starting soon and the 1st period is the machine gan...and we don't really wanna mess with him...we decided to drop the interclass and just do the class item...although we'll get scolded badly...but i don't really wanna do the interclass...the burden is just big and i have spm too you know...and most of all...I DON'T WANNA BE A CLASS ITEM REPRESENTATIVE at the 1st place...no results were out for today...because there's this talk by the seniors and the situation is really damn lousy...everyone was talking along and they really didn't show some respect to the seniors...i went to the disipline room to search for discipline teacher to tell her about the fuss but there's no one in the room.....crap...so i suffer a lot in the hall for 1 hour...and then went back for classes...another boring day with boring classes...and then school's out...went back home...and my mom brought up the computer topic again...'you are the one who broke the computer and *blah blah blah*'this is the bad news i'm talking about...really hate being scolded like this...i didn't do anything wrong and you just brought up the topic that i don't really wanna talk about it because it makes me feel sad and depressed...this is just crap...anyway the 'vanilla twilight' really cheer me up after i heard it...it's really relaxing...gonna buy owl city's album!!!muahaha

woots!!!!

2010-03-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

finally...
FINALLY...
i finished the exam...
although it's just 4 days...
but it's still hard...
T.T...
anyway some feedback...
wednesday
a)chinese
既然是华文…当然要用华文写啦！华文真的是难到一种程度…概述的问题我只拿了28/44分而已…当然成绩会等到全部的成绩新鲜出炉了才会post上来…名句更好料…tutu竟然发明名句叻！而且答案虽然是错的，但是老师还说：不错叻！这样的名句也会给你发明到…听起来还顺…弄到tutu听了开心得不得了…而名句是：XXXXXXX，蜡炬成灰烟方天…老实说，我不知道是什么意思…然后就是一题一题的讨论…有一个答案是四八欠扁的，就只是两个字：抽泣… 就有4分拿了！！！笔画又那么少…哎…
b)pendidikan sivik
this can get the 'easiest exam paper for the year' prize...really darn easy...but the hard part is that they want us to write 'betul' or 'salah'...there's this question...'jika melibatkan diri dalam pengedaran dadah*i think is like that la*akan dihukum atas undang syeksen *numbers*......'not bad...they think that we're studying law...
c)physics
walao...this is the first time that i actually know how to do the questions...so happy when i thought back...muahaha...nothing to say..and the punishment that has been haunting my mind for days is actually just kena stand during his class...*and it's just once*...=.=
thursday
a)history
muahaha....i thought i'm gonna fail this but actually i'm not!!!muahahahahaha....*lots of laugh...
b)additional math
okay la...wish will get 100%...kuku...
and actually i don't feel anything after the exam...just get along with the routine...and dance with tutu in class...of course it's a really retarded dance...we even dance tango...=.=...and actually a lot of people dunno 1 thing...*except for my friends*..i'm listening to my ipod when i'm having exam...muahaha!!i just put it in my hoody...and then tune it to the sound that everyone can't hear except for me...and i lie down on my hoody...pretend i'm sleeping...but actually the earphone is just a fabric away...muahaha...smart me....while people are sleeping...i'm listening to 'fireflies' and 'do you remember'...muahaha...smart~

second day of the big thing

2010-03-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

lalala~happy day~because i did great in the exams today(well i think)...
a)english
walao i never have my exam like this ya know...because there's only 1 comprehension.........which is normal...but the thing that's really abnormal is that there's 5 literature structural questions...i was like :WHAT!!?*eyes popping*of course i didn't shout it out loud...or i'll get 0% for the exam...and so i use like 15 minutes on the comprehension...and then.........i use the rest to think...since i didn't really study the literature...except for the pearl...T.T...so end up thinking 'what the hell is this??!'why don't just change it into literature exam?...T.T
b)moral
okay la...at least i know how to answer...nothing to complain about this...
c)chemistry
also not bad...i think i did great la...won't fail this time!muahaha...like the structural formula...because i like to draw~

1st day of the big thing

2010-03-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

current status:stress out...T.T...
today's subjects:
a)malay
   as you can see...i'm not really good with it...and now even Julia they let us FILL IN THE BLANKS!!
   so shocked when i saw the paper...and then i turn to the last page...there's only 2 sentences...and they
   want us to identify the predikat and stuffs...damn...my soft spot...so the sentence 'hujan yang lebat itu telah
   turun selama empat hari berturut-turut'...subjek:hujan...predikat:turun...GO DIE LA...you think chinese
   meh?so of course i'm wrong....haix...sad sad.sad...
b)math
   okay la...just that my 100% flown away...stupid panda laugh at me...i know you get 100% la!!!i just get
   88%...T.T...but still okay la...better that get 70++%...
c)biology
   one word...DOOM...'what is the main component to cause greenhouse effect?''i dunno'...i didn't even see
   an artery or vein or whatever!?geez...the only thing i know is the immunity thingie...and after exam just chat
   along with jayjay them...and then talked about some concerts...*i wanna watch tokio hotel!!!!*

oh well this's what happen today...and i ended up sleeping during exam...and i dreamt that i'm swimming...weird...

afraid=scared

2010-03-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

how should i begin this...
erm...
everyone says that:oh your biology so good....no problem la!
or something like this:haiya...you always scores full As' la...a little exam nia mah...
but there's something they don't know...
is that i am really afraid or exam...
whenever it's the monthly or the mid term or the end term...
it's the same...
when it's the really serious type of exam...
like the upsr,pmr...
i've always cried...
because i can't stand the pressure...
everyone's looking at me...
wondering do i did well in the exam....
but of course i tried my best...
and make my parents proud...
just that sometimes you just wish you can stop carrying the burden...
the burden that make people think that i'm some really serious bookworm...
some really top student...
anyway if i'm a top student to you then what's the girl who always get 1st place in exam to you?
i was numbered right in the middle...
and you think that's cool...
why my sisters can just be someone irresponsible but i can't?
sometimes i wish to be like them as well...
have some fun that you never felt before...
but then...
just forget it...
maybe i'll survive for the next 4 days...
since i sounds like i'm writing a will...
hahahaha...
well it's time to get back to the reality...
i haven't finish my history...
since i was like dreaming and mtv is too tempting for me...
hahaha....

tomorrow's the big day!

2010-03-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

in another 17 hours...
you will be seeing me bending up and down in my class...
hands on the table...
and the head's in the drawer...
searching every table in the class...
because before the holidays...
...
....
.....
......
i forgot to take my liquid back...
T.T
because panda told me that she's afraid of the spot check thingie...
and so i'm also scare okay!?
so i took some tape and tape it under the table...
and the when the bell rang for class dismisses...
i was too happy to go home...
and i left my liquid paper there...
stranded in the cold scary haunted school...
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!
of course this will be the first thing i'll do when i reach school tomorrow...
the second is...
study my 'julia'...
haix...
i really hate malay literature...
the settings and stuffs...
and there's english literature also!
damn...
lucky there isn't chinese....
or else i'll suffer...
currently studying my history...
still have 6 pages left...
kinda nervous for the exam if you ask me...
since it's the 1st exam for the year...
if i flunk...
then i'll feel hopeless on 'the subject i flunk'...
and i won't really pay any attention to the subject anymore..
*physics is the subject that was abandon by me because of that
oh well so best luck for the exam~
and all my friends out there too!!!!!!!!
and after the exam will be the audition....
T.T...
i'm gonna die i'm gonna die i'm gonna die...
D-O-O-M...

allow

2010-03-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

this damn internet i hacked...
only allowed me to use blogger for now...
*they blocked the facebook until 6pm...
haix...
at least there's blogger...
T.T...
sad...
today's history...
and most of all...
I DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY!!
i hate history as you can see...
*wait...who LIKES history...
there's 61 pages of history waiting me to memorise..
and here i am typing some boring blog...
at least better than my little sister...
she hasn't even bathe....
*banging head on wall*
and i miss my BLEACH~!
sad sad sad...
wonder if ichigo beaten captain aizen or not...
and this is the part i typed after my study...
*computer sudden shut down...T.T
my head is filled with history...
which i don't want that to happen...
and so after some long hours of studying...
*and really happy when jayjay called me and told me about the tuition was cancelled thingie...
and huiying fell from my double decker..
and she cried of course..
*brian's gonna run amok...
hahaha...
but she's fine for now...
and just watched the golden compass...
ooh...
the polar bear in the movie has an armour!!...
kekekeke....

dying...

2010-03-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

my days of hacking into people's internet is starting...
as you can see nice obdient people like me...
will only online after finish studying...
muahaha...
finish my last chapter of biology...
*banging head on wall...too much info*
tomorrow will be my 1st day of history...
*doom...*
haix...
sad sad sad....
at least i get to online for a while...
happy me~~~
have chemistry tuition afterwards...
T.T...
the aircond over there will be soooooo cold....
and i will be so dead over there...
+ my bad hair day...
dunno why my hair curls up to the other side...
makes me feels like i'm in the eighties...
T.T...
sad sad...

really

2010-03-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

okay this is really gonna be my last post...
before i leave this house...
and also my days of wandering...
*actually i studied really hard lately...muahaha...
i'll just gonna say bye bye again to all of my stuffies here...
and then move on...
*wao i type like i'm having some major crackdown...
actually really i'm having some crackdown...
because of something that happens in the afternoon...
wushu's fine...
report to xinqi:
hmm appears that jj don't really like amanda too...
since she said that amanda wants to be like us...
*i mean me and weiling...F5 starting to relax and then just helping secretly at the back...
amanda's slacking down lately i have to say...
and when we halau people....
*you know what i mean la...
she just randomly tell her penol9ong to do that...
and she just walk here and there...
and there's something about surat kebenaran...
because F3 and F5 didn't even collect until half of the members...
and jj was angry...
*i know i didn't teach them well la...
and so she said that teacher recommended that if those who didn't pass up automatically...
we will demerit the white card d for 4 marks...
tidak betanggungjawab...
*wao...so serious...but will be effective...
and so we are thinking to do that...
me,weiling and jj are getting along as well...
*weiling actually okay la...just some attitude problems...she's quite nice to talk...
and so don't worry too much la...
and during the june holidays jj won't be able to come wushu...
for *ahem* 7 *ahem* days....
because she'll be going to japan...
*don't tell her i told you...she don't want many people to know except for me,teacher,weiling and my assistant...
and so please please don't tell her!!!
and i think i will use those 7 days to try make shirling into shape la...
anyways...
gotta go...
this is real for now...
T.T
be back in 2 weeks!!!
gonna miss you guys over there that i can't use phone to contact...
T.T

buh bye

2010-03-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

buh bye my dear internet...
buh bye my comfy bed...
*i'm sleeping on the floor for the week...my 2 sisters get to sleep the double decker...
buh bye my manga drawings...
*i can't concentrate if i keep drawing...
buh bye to my days of sleeping sufficiently...
buh bye to my days of regular (or maybe over) meals...
buh bye to my days of wandering here and there dreaming...
buh bye to my days of opening my reference books and close the book again within 10 seconds...
buh bye to my days of keeping doing math and ignoring the rest of the subjects...
buh bye to my dearest blog...
buh bye to my days of dreaming about toshiro and shinichi...
buh bye to my days of staring at the phone and sink deep in the thoughts of 'should i sms XXX?i'm bored...'
buh bye to all...
because it's one week to exam...
and I DON'T WANNA FLUNK MY EXAM...
if i flunk...
...
....
....
.....
......
.......
i don't wanna kena punishment le...
haix...
note to dino:gambate in everything...and relax if you can...michelle and i will always be rooting for you!
note to xinqi:i'm gonna die...i'm gonna die...*serious face*
note to shir:you got took my eraser?*i ask panda,tutu,xingling and jayjay liao...*
note to keane:happy holidays!!!*and while you're enjoying,your cousin me is suffering...*

sad

2010-03-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

this may be the last time i post my blog until exam...
because i will be living in my old house during the 1 week holidays...
*actually i dunno should i name my old house old house or new house...because it was renovated and looks really new...
oh well for short i'm gonna stay in my other house...
which is internet free...
*but maybe not if i hack into someone's network...muahaha...
and house phone free...
so if you wanna contact me don't call my house phone...
i have a cell you know...
haix...
anyway i'm starting to think that physics is not bad after all...
well let's see the exam results only we decide that do i like physics or not...
but i bet panda will be fine...
she's pro in everything...T.T
not like me...
i'm just ok in biology...
and it's just okay...
and bleach's newest chapter is out!!!
finally ichigo and his hollow mask appears...
hehehe...
and school's fun lately...
all the sales and stuffies...
making me obese....
*i mean seriously...although my friends said i'm thin...but i'm really obese...haix...my mom's gonna kill me if she finds out...
still have 1 chapter of physics,3 chapters of biology and 2 chapters of history to go...
aza aza fighting!!!

oh yeah!

2010-03-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to panda's house to bake cookies...
*bebe is a really darn proud dog...
hahaha...
and made lots of fuzz in her house...
but still it's fun...
and then today we're having the sales...
and we earn RM1108!!!!!!!!
yoohoo!!!!!!
we thought we'll never make it into the thousands...
muahaha...
life's sweet...
anyway didn't post blogs lately because i'm having exam in 1 week and a few days time...
so maybe i won't be online for the holidays...
*don't miss me ya...keke...
wanna post up some hilarious pictures but i don't have the cable...
there's this picture of wary holding a knife and looks like she wanna kill someone...
so damn funny...
and the picture where we sold the pizza..
*it's a mess...lots of people were ordering...and there's not enough people...
and khailing the laughing machine...
*if you don't know what's that then just ignore it...
anyway gotta go...
our physics teacher sets a target of 70% for our exam...
and if we didn't achieve it...
there's punishment...
and my past results totally sucks...
38%
39%
38%
45%...
wao...
i didn't even pass for just one time...
haha...

worry

2010-03-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

i'm really worry with dino lately...
michelle said that she's having some problems in her office...
but the problem is i dunno what happen la...
haix...
she didn't even text me or something...
pfft...
but still wish her good luck in everything lar...
anyway gonna went to my tuition teacher's house to stay over...
since my big sister is having exam tomorrow..
and she hasn't finish her math...
pity pity...
and the reason i go is that no one will be taking me to school tomorrow...
so gotta go too...
at least i wasn't going there for studies...
*or maybe...moral nilai...grr...hate machine gun...
and play with bobby...
*my teacher's dog...totally adorable...
and maybe sleep...
kakaka...
actually my life lately is kinda boring...
nothing to say...
so just be it...

hate exam!!

2010-03-07T12:40:00.001+08:00

i wish there's no exam!!!

saturday

2010-03-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

it's saturday again...
2 weeks to exam...
and i'm sitting in the living room watching tv...
muahaha...
at least i have the 1 week holiday to study my stuffies...
anyway...
wushu's fine...
note to xinqi:
i didn't observe anything as jj has updk training camp...
and amanda too...
so i didn't ask her about jj's stuffies...
wanfen was really busy with her resit stuffies...
and i'm busy taking care of the 5 wakil...
and train my secretary of course...
so wushu's fine today...
no meeting and no one is talking something bad about someone else...
so don't worry will ya...
anyway...
i didn't watch bleach...
T.T...
sad sad sad...
and my mom was like wanna take me out or something like that...
so i just took my physics reference book...
and walk here and there...
went to see how did the guy renovate our old house...
so my conclusion is...
i have nothing to say and i wanna watch adam lambert!!!!

dying

2010-03-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

lately there're flyers all around the school...
since the festive season isn't over...
and there're still classes that are having the mini food fair...
*including my class which is on wednesday...
and then there's this class...
S5G i think...
there're having a mini 3D cinema...
okay really interesting...
but the real deal is they're playing avatar...
okay even interesting...
but it's kinda unbelievable...
because with the projector from our school...
*which is really crappy...
there's no way they can did that...
so zi wei went to the class and asked for more info...
and the shocking part is...
they're not playing it by dvd or whatever...
they're role playing!!!!!!
WHAT!!!?
i will definitely went to the class and watch the show...
or maybe i should just ask panda to watch first then tell me the details..
*i don't wanna waste money...
and there's even a station for polaroid shoot...
OMG...
i wanna hit aphoto using that!!!!
i mean hello did you see polaroid these days??
but dunno how much it costs...
hmm....
but i'm sure that this class will exceed the number of RM1000...
maybe they will even exceed RM1500...
and get the gold certificate...
muahaha...
best of luck for them...
and also wish that my class can do much more better then theirs...
*you guys're going down...
hahaha...
anyway i'm in a good mood....
since school's okay...
except during machine gun's class...
*machine gun=mr gan...
he's just a bastard...
hate him hate him...
he even looks like a mouse...
grr...
haix...
anyway 1 week to holidays...
and 2 weeks to exam...
best luck for pcghs students out there...
and best luck for myself...
*physics is just hard...i like chemistry~

today

2010-03-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

i'm really really happy~~~
because my dad gonna help me repair my computer by sending my computer to his company...
*he should just do that earlier...
and then he can cut the price down by half...
*but i prefer free...
anyways thanks a lot dad~
*lots of hugs and love...
and today's the 1st day of the school mini food fair~
yoohoo~
it's a lot of fun...
because we don't need to have lessons for 3 classes...
what a happy day...
and during next wednesday i won't be having school for the whole day!
since i will be selling thingies...
hahaha...
school's just fun lately...
khailing and yingfang them are trying their best to beat the highest income for now...
which is RM1000...
i know it's a big huge gigantic number...
i also have no idea how they can get so much income...
and the food that are on sale today is just unbelievable...
i mean lok lok in school!??
wow that's a lot...
even ice blended and rojak...
feels like in a school festive season...
wait...
it's school festive season...
hahaha...
having food fair as a celebration for the 90th aniversary...
gonna go and eat more puddings!!!!!
yay~
wish dino and michelle was there...
and really happy today too as dino came and visit me..
pity michelle wasn't there...
and i studied lots of chemistry...
which makes me even happier...
over the moon again~
hoping for a better tomorrow...
but not a worse the day after tomorrow...

over the moon

2010-03-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

dialogue
i was over the moon today...
until i make a call to the sony centre...
*class item was fine really...enjoy they playing the ghost part...really funny...
but then i just make my call to the centre and the receptionist said:
okay your computer's ram and whatever is okay...but we need to change your mother board...
cost rm1200...
i was like:WHUT THE F***...
hei it's a sony product and you expect it to broken in a year and 56 days!!!!!!!?
and then i just tell the guy that i will call them back in a really i-am-angry-but-i-pretend-not-to-be tone...
and i told my mom...
yup and my mom was like:WALAO!!!!
and so i called my dad...
my dad was like:............
*that means he's in shock...
and i told him that the motherboard is broken and need to change...
and so he said don't need repair...
just go and take the computer back at monday...
and then my mom scolded me for not taking care of it....
but did she know how do i feel now?
i feel like crap...
CRAP...
and the worst of all...
i dunno what should i do...
and i just sitting there in front of my homework...
feeling sad and angry...
and then i just work out my math ...
*use like 20 minutes to work out all the math...really incredible...
and since my biology teacher cancelled the tuition...
now i'm sitting here typing my blog while searching for dialogues for my oral...
really down...
and so i've decided what i want if i score well in my spm...
i want my dad to fix my laptop!
haix...
now even gonna resign the translation thingie...
*sobbing...*

thank you

2010-03-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

to all the classmates in s5d that helped me to finish up the shoe house project...
you guys rule!!!
really thank you for giving full coorporation for me...
to make the house really pretty...
and amazing!
love ya all...
and to all the girls that are going to have their audition...
good luck for tomorrow!
i'm gonna be rooting for you guys...
*since i am the only one who can get into the hall...
hahaha...
and sorry that i can't make it today to the studio to see you guys dance...
but i'm sure you guys did a great job~
even if you guys dance badly i won't be mad...
because you guys had tried your very very best...
so relax and enjoy the time on stage okay?~

monday again

2010-03-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

i am really really angry right now..
actually is during school but who cares!!!
haix...
my class is simply hopeless...
only my gang and my monitor's side give me some really appreciated reaction...
hate the others that doesn't even pay attention...
*oh if you are wondering what am i talking about...it's interclass...
grr!!!!!
hate hate hate...
but feel kinda happy when i know that at least someone wants to do the interclass...
hahaha...
and also thanks for the clay style domo tutu~
althought it's now becoming a ball...
but still it's a domo inside...
hahaha...
and michelle:don't sad...everything will be fine...
^^...
wish for a better tomorrow...

fuck

2010-02-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

what the f***!!!!!
i am really sick with you chuah yoke lyn...
everytime you just leave your dirty laundry to me...
and what the heck are you thinking...
do i look like a slave huh do i!?
i dunno why everyone thinks that she's a sweet adorable girl...
*vomiting while typing*'
she's just a bullshit...
like just now i tell her that she should keep the laundry already...
*mom FINALLY let her precious little daughter do chores...like if we didn't shout at her that this is really not fair...
my big sister starts doing chores when she's 10...
and i started doing it when i was 9...
and now she started doing it when she was 14...
wao what a number...
grr...
now going to eat with miss all mighty....
crap this day can't get any worse...

sometimes

2010-02-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

really really emo right now...
haix...
dunno what happen to me anyway...
i just do some math for like 1 hour...
and went downstairs for 5 bleach episodes back to back...
*toshiro~~~~~*
and then came upstairs do some math for like half an hour...
and then i went down again...
flipping through some channels...
and then i got emo...
how ironic can that be...
today is the last day of the new year...
so gonna bid farewell for my new year...
and then work hard for the rest of the year...
but i just doesn't feel like study right now...
i just prefer sit there hugging on a pillow...
wish that dino will be off work soon...
*michelle can't even get near to her phone right now...T.T
and then talk to her....
i just feels like suddenly there's this tense up feeling inside me...
this is just 1 big crap...
i set the 'canon in D major' on repeat mode in my phone...
and i told myself that stop freaking yourself out!!!
i want my laptop back...
i want to go on a vacation...
i don't care if it's perlis or terengganu...
i just wanna get away from here...
probably school...
when i think of my monthly exam...
....
....
.......
.........
............
aww crap..
mr emo please get out of me!

argh...

2010-02-28T09:27:00.000+08:00

paramore!!!!!
is having a concert in singapore!!!!!!
haix...
i wanna go...
but by time i'm having school...
and also the audition stuffies...
going to pray my uncle today...
and then 5 hours of non stop add math and math~
tomorrow's monday...T.T

is it me?

2010-02-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

is it me?
or because of the stressing life i'm having now...
it's saturday...
and then it'll be sunday...
and then MONDAY...
geez...
i should just told them that i don't wanna do the interclass...
but gotta depends on my classmates...
and i know i sucks in every single subject...
a)malay-----haha i hate that subject so much until i wanna chop the guy who create this language into pieces...
b)chinese----not that i hate it...i'm just not good at that...
c)english----HAHA...i sucks...flunk...and fail....(but never fail before)
d)biology----only show interest in that compare to the other 2 science...
e)physics----you think someone who likes it will fail 4 times in a row?
f)chemistry----okay okay....at least not like physics...(but fail once..)
g)math----my favourite subject!!!
h)add math----2nd favourite!!!!!!!!!!!(likes some challenge on the intergration...)
i)history----who likes subjects that need to memorise!?
j)moral----refer to 'i)'...
this is just hopeless!!!!!
phatehic life with some phatehic mind...
i dunno what to do..............................................
crap

phatehic day

2010-02-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

just come back from school...
double cocuriculum activities...
and wushu was a mess...
haix...
never thought that something like that will happen...
*don't worry xinqi...it's settled...
and so i was rushing here and there...
doing lots of stuffs...
and then when i was having a meeting then here comes dino...
*haha...didn't saw her for a long time...she looks older everyday...no offence...
and then i was like:haix...no starbuck...
kakaka...
only get to talk to her for a while...
since i have meeting and she don't really wanna intrude...
she also has her own business anyways...
so just leave it...
and then finally the wushu is over....
*totally exhausted...i have no idea why everytime i went for wushu i ended up exhausted and tired...
and then suddenly my mom rang me...
'ailyn a!!!yokelyn at where a?daddy wait her at outside but can't find her le...'
'okay okay i go find her...'
like hello is she a baby?
she can take care of herself you know...
*pity her..no handphone...
and then i was once again ran out to search for her...
and then the phone rangs again...
'oi ailyn a...daddy find tiok liao...'
grr...
waste me lots of energy...
like hello i need the energy to walk back to the canteen you know...
so i dragged myself back to the canteen...
and then buy nescafe...
and then sat there with michelle...
*it's been a while since i did that...really busy life...
catch up some old times...
*glupping the coffee...
and then went to buy 100 plus...
and glup it all up again...
*dehydrated...
and then the worst part is...
that dino...
hng...
she was sitting in the canteen with her friends...
and then she didn't even say hello...
T.T
sad sad sad...
at least say hello mah...
oh well maybe she's busy talking...
since i think she was really busy and didn't met up with them for a long time...
oh well i guess that can be excuse...
but michelle said we must revenge...
*actually i just tell for fun...never thought she will say that she wanna play...
and so we decided to ignore dino for a week...
*of course with a warning la...*so kind~*
hahahahaha...
and buddha club was fine...
i just don't like the games they play...
i'm totally exhausted and tired and you tell me to play?
so i ended up leaning on the chair with gaik lan...
hahahaha...
have fun kicking shirling's and khaixin's leg...
and my dear object scolded me...
T.T...
because i was taking a plate of food on my hand and kick them...
so she said:if you drop the plate a!you gonna clean up the whole thing!!!!
*ooh i'm so scared....
and now i ended up in my aunt's house eating tomyam with fishballs and button mushrooms...
*that's the only ingredients i can remember...
and if you asked why i ate tomyam...
i have no choice and i am starving like hell...
and i need some energy boast...
hahahaha...
gonna catch up some bleach for now...
have a nice weekend you guys!
^^ lots of love...and hugs

holiday

2010-02-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

firstly i wanna say...
I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MARTIN JOHNSON'S VOICE!!!!
oh my god he has such a great voice...
hahaha...
anyway have my brain fried with lots of physics...
light ray here and critical angle there...
*insane...
i'm starting to work hard my my final exam you know...
haha...
and also called dino this morning...
because she told me that she'll come to school tomorrow...
and of course i send her this message:
HUH!!!!!!!!Y!!?!!!!!I TOT YOU HAVE WORK!!!!!
and she said that she's going to check on us whether we did our work or not...
actually she go to school for a talk or something like that...
and i was like:phew...close call...
not that we didn't did our job you know...
just that it's........*can't describe...*
hahaha...
but she's gonna drop by to see us before she went there...
kinda happy since it's been a while since i saw her...
*some gut she has...didn't went to visit me before tuition...
hahahaha...
actually my dad's off work today...
*nabi muhammad s.a.w.'s birthday...
and so i end up in my house alone again...
but it's great you know...
you with a computer and some jesse mccartney's songs...
he also has a great voice...
but martin johnson has a better one!!!!
kekeke...
anyway i had made up my mind that i should just talk to my class monitor face to face that:
i don't wanna be a class item representative...
but i dunno that will it work or not...
like i tell her that i have trauma??*haha...very funny*
or stress?*like everyone has that...*
geez...
really need to find someone to talk to...
but i just don't want find panda and the gang...
i wanna find someone like dino and michelle and maybe someone else...
i don't wanna find them because i know jayjay will be toatlly object with that...
*no offence*
jayjay is really into this thing i know...
but i hate it...
like cracking my brain to think of the ideas for the interclass...
while you guys just sitting there doing stuffies you like...
and when i was in my house thinking :who should i put in the main character....
and you guys are enjoying your lives out there...
do you know how does that feel...
everyone is stress out because of spm...
and i was dying because spm AND interclass...
when people are doing homework in class and concentrating on something...
you tell me to go out there and tell them about the interclass...
sorry but i just can't do that...
because i understand how does it feels when you interupt something...
just like when you are watching some really greta movie and suddenly the disc player just went fried...
how would you feel?
if i were in that situation i'll feel:wtf...crap can you just work for once...
and if i interupt like that in class they will be like:wth,just ignore it...ignore it...
*just ignore me...i'm talking crap again...