3 days till exam...

actually i'm not nervous with the upcoming trial...
but i will when it's after holiday...
because you see we're having all those language subjects first before the holidays...
and i'm not really bad at those...
but still nervous since i'll be studying all the way...
i don't want to see my results in bad shape...
anyways yesterday we have the merdeka celebration assembly...
omg it was hell a lot of fun....
because the form 5-mers are sitting upstairs...
and all of us went wild when we sang the 3 songs...
this is also teh 1st time i see my class so cooperative...
because we're all very very extremely high together...
while downstairs....
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can't tahan le!
can't they just loose some bones???!
haih...
upstairs the students all were screaming and shouting and laughing...
*except for A class...and B i think...
even ms ng and the gang were amused by our enthusiasm....
hahahaha...
of course the most insane class of all is my class...
not s5e or f or g or h...
maybe because this year's s5d there'll be 2 friends heading for uk and australia next year...
*sob*
althought i don't know you guys till this year...
but i'll remember you guys...
T.T
yesterday night while my mom and my sis and i were on our way home...
we passed the penang bridge...
and my sis said:the bridge is pretty huh...
my mom:ya...when you jump down from it it's even prettier...
and we just sat there silently...
we know what that means...
because that's the place my uncle commit suicide...
i don't really feel ashame about it...
because many people commit suicide...
and although he live a bad and poor life...
doesn't mean that i'm bad and will do drugs when i grow up you know...
almost everyone thinks that way so maybe that's why my mom don't really want me to tell people about it...
haha...
just that i feel sorry for another life...
thousands and thousands of people trying to survive...
while thousands and thousands of people try to end their lives...
what's the point?