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we're having some peanut marathon you know... today we went to my aunt's house to make more peanut cookies~ anyway this is weina and my sister... 1st they just manufacture... *this guy below is weina's boyfriend...muahaha.... and then the dough will be sent to here... the spreading-egg yolk and marking centre... this is where my little sister and i work at... kekeke... *althought i ran away for 3 cups of jelly because i was hungry... and also having laksa japanese style~ *wow the floor sparkles... the jelly!!!!!!! number 102 favourite! *number 1-101 was being used up for some other food... also... lemme introduce you guys to... PEANUT TURTLE... and PEANUT RABBIT~ if ya wanna know... those 2 adorable peanut cookies had already end up in my digestive system... have a lot of fun... since i was doing something i like... *making models... but i was kinda fustrated about the house model... haven't finish... T.T... how sad is that!? school starts tomorrow also!

yesterday i went to shop... at 10.45p.m. in the night... amazing huh... can't believe that the stupid tesco is still opened till night... T.T didn't really restore my fridge... since my dad just bought some juice... and the can drinks for cny... and some calsberg... i was thinking of buying heneiken... *dunno how to spell anyway... because my big sister wanna drink... but after i got addicted again... not a really good idea... so just be it... and the heneiken is more expensive... hahaha... so was like after buying the stuffs... went for my dinner... like at 11.30p.m.... hahahaha... should call it supper by then.... and then just go home... slept in the queen size bed.... since my 2 sisters isn't staying here tonight... hahaha... i like the quietness that's all... and then was like thinking how to build the 2nd floor of the dream house... something like that... anyway just came back from the temple... because of the tai shui thingie... thi

random pictures during tuition yesterday... this is xing ling daydreaming... and jayjay is drawing domos on her testpad... *didn't pay attention during class...tsk tsk tsk... jayjay with domo!!!! adorable... look soooooo cute jayjay... *sorry i didn't delete the picture keke... and then went home to bake some peanut biscuits... for new year of course... and with the new oven we bake really fast... tada~ the cute big and small and medium biscuits.... my sisters and my mom... in the kitchen.... *my sister's hair looks like rukia's....(little one) and i made a Mr. peanut!!!! anyway my mom don't wanna let me do that... because she say wasted... but what did we waste?? like in the end it will end up in the stomach.... and my mom just keep tell me to stop doing the man... and here comes......... MY DAD... and i asked him:daddy...do you think that we should make lots of shapes of the biscuit? dad:why? me:because this will increase our creativity...and also will let people

today the school was usual... except that daneshwary is absent...(thaipusam) and so my class monitor was like rushing here and there... because the assistant monitor is absent... hahaha... anyway was really happy because the class item and interclass's script is setted... *i'm now writing it anyway... and then also bought some metal strings... *to do my dream house... and so everything seems to be perfect... happy happy me... and gonna bake some cookies for chinese new year today! even happy~ but when i thought of going to shop for clothes tomorrow morning at 7... haix... why so early... like students like us likes to sleep late you know... and was like singing some new year's songs in class today... and shir just get over excited... and she was like laughing like hell... and we also laugh like hell of course... this is what retards are for... hahaha... note to everyone:happy new year!!!!don't forget to eat some cookies!!!! *i love cookies!

was really busy today... went to school and was like:oh today gonna do experiment... gotta write the report... and as you can see i'm writing the future-report in school 7.00 am in the morning... and also manage to finish all the homework before school... and today the school ends kinda quick... maybe because today's lesson is more interesting... like we're having bio and chemistry class... and also additional maths class... no english class!!!!! *the happiest day in the week... anyway... after school went to tuition... and heard that panda is down there at the hawker centre... so i just rushed down there... and saw jayjay and shir and panda eating... panda didn't eat just order take away... and i was drinking a 2.2 oz of slurpee and sucking along... *the slurpee straw is finished...left the skinny straw... and then here comes panda's mom... *her mom was like the dream mother...you won't wanna know how her mom treat her... and then since pan

shir fell from the stairs yesterday... hahahaha... anyway was discussing about the house thingie... and to tell the truth... i don't like being the leader or whatever... i'm just not the conducting material... but it's a responsibility... like michelle and dino taught long ago... *don't think that i forgot everything after i resign le... hahaha... and kinda frustrated with the class item... and the interclass's script... ==... so sad about that... T.T and not to forget that shir kicked a chair today... as a conclusion... her left leg isn't at the good luck side lately i guess... today's homework is like a mountain... and have the stupid peka.... which i hate because need to draw lots of stuff... haix... and didn't go down to eat because need to settle these homeworks... which i haven't finish... *like duh... hahahaha... luckily my home tuition teacher change time to saturday... so i think i can make it for today... and als

school was fun today... not fun la.. just okay okay... anyway the classic for today is shir's felling down pose... yaya we were like laughing about some new names we were creating for panda... and because that time we are going to the activity room... *and why is that room call 'activity room'???makes no sense... and we were like walking down the stairs... and she just tumble off... and then land with her ass... but when she fell... we are like laughing... not the falling la... is still the name we created... and shir was like laughing on the floor and panda was squating on the floor.... laugh till have stomachache... == of course i'm also laughing... just that i didn't fell down that's all... but still kinda pity shir,panda and jayjay... got called up by teachers to answer question like 3 times... and i was called to go out to draw some cute wave... and because i'm the only one who was wearing a sweater... during 10.00am in the mornin

nothing to write about today... because nothing happen between yesterday night and today... so i'll just leave it then... and have tuition today also... tomorrow's school anyway... once again my life of being a retarded will begin... and singing with tutu... and make panda laugh and spurts water from her mouth... kekekeke... ^^ and also make jay jay piss off... and eat omanji with shir~ note to dino:haiya just enjoy your life la...you haven't see anything yet when you finish uni... note to keane:really...don't eat the toast...it's digusting note to shir:omanji~~~~~

uh huh... my big sister woke me up at 5.45 a.m. in the morning... because she wanna made some french toast... come on! i need my sleeping times with my monkey you know... no choice anyway... so just simply wash up... and went down to the kitchen... actually she woke me up so that she won't be doing all the washing... this is she with her frying pan and ugly apron... i have no idea why she wanna wear an apron anyway... and the french toast all came out... and looks like... .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ......... roti canai... see... i think looks like roti planta... haiya who cares the roti what so ever anyway... the most important is... the bread isn't cooked... when i took to school for breakfast... *experimental mouse experimenting some food that can cause food poisoning... there's still goos of raw eggs in the bread... and i was like... no choice since i need to have my high jump done and score 9 marks... so i just eat it...

oh god i'm so late for school today! because i slept like at 11.00 p.m..... mainly because i reached home like so late yesterday... without my homework all complete... and that mr. lau just simply likes to touture us... anyway... my big sister is the alarm clock for this year... *dunno why i can't hear any alarm clock except my handphone since i change to afternoon section last year and my sis just woke me up like: god ailyn wake up...7.00 liao! and my mind was: oh 7 a.m....i thought it's a holiday today... and then my mid just 'ting~'... and i was like: OH GOD 7.00A.M.!!!WHAT THE!!!!! and i was like scramble around brushing my teeth... didn't bath... no time... oh not to forget to kick my little sister's bed... she's having school activity today... and i was: CRAP BLOODY HELL YOKELYN WAKE UP!I'M GONNA BE LATE YOU FAT ASS! ya i'm kinda rough when it comes to breaking school rules... i don't wanna get the stupid crap dem

morning.......... so refresh when i think about morning.... i'm kinda a morning person you know... anyway... went to school and was like... wow i feel like i haven't be in school for a year or something like that... muahahaha.... and school's fine.. and we have chosen our class item! yay! no more worries... and the audition's date has been change to march... wish is good to hear... and i took domo-kun to school... i use it as my sweater keeper at first... because i feel like so wasted let domo-kun sit there... on my table... doing nothing... and now he's my pencil case... muahahahha... my friends was like:wow are you serious? like duh.... since my current pencilbox can't really fit my calculator in... and domo can fit that... and even my wallet.. maybe my handphone too during tuition... muahaha and tutu was like:domo-kun~~~*fuwa* and do the dreamy face.... *puke while laughing my heads off* and she scold me for not buying a domokun

didn't go to school today... since the funeral starts at 11.00 a.m.... i was like:aww~so happy that i wake up at 8.30a.m.... and my friends are all suffering in school... muahaha... then we went to the place where we should be... and just pray and do a lot of traditional stuffs... the casket and the body is going into the incinerator anyway... but actually i have  nothing to say about this funeral... since i was like... oh they are doing this so i should have follow too... so as my cousin that is at the same age as me... my grandpa and grandma wasn't there... because of some traditional stuffs again... and when the casket was pushed into the incinerator... my aunt cried so hard... and it looks so fake... *no 'offence'...you are the one who cause this... and the ceremony ends at like 1.00 p.m.... and the 'kind' mr lau give us so many additional maths' questions... hello... i'm not in school you know... not really in the mood of doing

hahaha... the atmosphere of the school is getting better now... at least there's less sobbing... and was told that another 2 body was found yesterday evening... heard that the bodies are really digusting after soaking in the water... because of the whole osmosis and stuff... anyway... school was kinda kind today that they let the form 5s'... go to jason's funeral... which is during schooling... wow... so kind... haha... there're lots of people going... i wanna go too... but since i don't know him really well... and there're are lots of people going... and they afraid that the school will cancel this event... so i decided not to go... but i dunno why that... clhs' and pcghs' students get along really well huh... didn't heard that other schools is going to the funeral... oh well just let it be... since everyone said that clhs and pcghs are the apex kind of school... so they can get along well... well blah blah blah... all the

just come back from the memorial thingie... kinda sad to see my grandparents weeping like that... i never saw them cry before for my pass 16 years... and now... hmm.... should just get over it... now i'm wearing black and white... haha... sounds like michael jackson... *dunno why... and also sorry for all the chung ling students that pass away too... and the teacher in charge... my mom didn't eat much because of it... and my aunts are also all weeping away... don't really wanna talk about the details... but i just wish that he will rest in peace up there... since he's always so kind... i assume that he's up there then... and also the chung ling students... kinda sad for just a day... not to mention that my fringe was cutted by some dicipline teacher... i don't mind my hair anyway... she just cut it into a very cute way... *well that's what my friends said... 1st time got cutted by the dicipline unit... hahaha... not bad... they can

he's gone... the person i was close to is gone... and so are the others chung ling students... rest in peace you guys...

well here comes another sunday... that will end my life of surfing the net and blogging... for another 5 days... still nothing is back to normal... except for my mind... but nothing special happen yesterday anyway... life's boring lately... and still dunno what should i do with the class item and interclass... so irritating... but my most important duty is just to pull the class together right? then i should just do that... but it's hard that you hardly know your classmates... since our class changes every year... and i just know some names... because the rest are just quiet... definitely not my type of friend... *my row and my monitor's row are the only ones that is noisy...* so my form 5 life is just simply annoying... and when asked about the class item... the 2 middle rows... just like shut their mouths like none of their business... hey... this is your class you know... jay jay even tell me that she really like this year's class... maybe bec

hahaha... kinda tired... watch bleach for 2 hours and a half... muahaha... so happy... but things' still hasn't turn right... kinda saddening for my family... but we just need to get through it right... since it's a way of life... life is not a bed of roses... althought roses sounds bad... like roses are pricky... i'm gonna die... and was so tired in wushu... darn my whole day was like a dream... ps:xinqi you want details??here it is...muahaha went there and talk about the rules of wushu... as usual... of course and all the embrassing intro of us... and jiajia(president) were talking about some main rules... and then i talk... so nervous... and then the coach came... and that time since i was taking the mike.... i just simply say:and this is your coach.... and someone just cuckle... just a bit effect... so that i won't be nervous... and then was like... who is the form 1 representative!!! and where's the form 2's and form 3'

wake up in the morning feeling like wanna die... haha... *sorry ke$ha... went to school as usual... actually not usual... this is the 1st day of wushu meeting... or what so ever la... anyway... went to school and shir wanna take a photo... wow nerdy me again~ shir+me... this is what the scene looks like... takes us like 10 minutes to make it that way... and teacher was like:oh this's amazing... == and meeting... run here there to do green cards... briefing my new secretary... and then do this and that... and then run here and there... shirling doing something i dunno... shir and chiew poh ps:sorry for stepping on your green card!!!! and my dream car... muahhaa... going to do something really serious... and wish that everything will go back to normal... wish so

i'm gonna die tomorrow!!!!!! *cross my fingers* wish me luck then... really should get some sleep... otherwise my eye won't get better... and also blue-chan... DON'T KEEP SHUTTING DOWN YOURSELF! OR ELSE I'LL TAKE YOU TO REFORMAT...

feeling better now... since i went to school today and saw my friends... *including me drawing some mangas about tutu got chase by bebe... muahaha... *anyway,bebe is panda's shitzu... and have a really great time in school... and having this really pain eye infection... since i dunno how did it happen... and was like... oh that stupid cells keep growing at the wrong place... and have my hands 'shaped' up... still doing the paper cut thingie... since my sister need to pass up tomorrow... but then something unexpected happen... and now i'm down to the dumps again... not that it was my business... just that i felt... why did he do that? where are you!? don't just make us go all worry... everyone may thought that i'm a person that doesn't care about anything... but i just don't wanna express it... you can't do anything even if you just express it... i was planning to do some fun post to cheer me up... but looks like this post is a

kinda emo... althought my family don't know about that... because i don't like to do talk about it with my family... it's been a while since i cried... i mean yesterday... haha... but since cry doesn't help anything... so just beat it... i'm fine with it... when i saw her throwing the phone at the floor... and the phone was like everywhere... i thought:i should just go to bed... it's been a while since another drama has started... and when i saw those really scary scenes... all i do was hug my monkey and curl up in a corner.... and when i did that... all the stress come up and knock on my door again... i don't know why! i don't wanna know why... this is the only place i can express... otherwise i will die for over emo and stress... and maybe someday i will get into some stupid crappy phycological treatment... really sometimes i thought that :do i have phycological problems? i mean i was like a different person when i am with and wi