starting of the holiday

suffering from muscle aches and also the injuries...
even use sanoplast...
but i don't mind anyway...
as long as i won't feel like dying while walking up and down the stairs...
it's all okay for me...
don't wish to leave penang this holiday...
but i simply have no choice do i??
wanna spend my time with my friends that i met this year...
especially panda and jay jay and tutu and hueilan...
felt sorry for panda that she gonna leave for shanghai the day after i take off...
i will be really lonely...
and jay jay will be having many things to do about st john also...
but luckily will be able to see hueilan and my other friends in december...
because of tuition!!!
but only be able to see tutu at 2/1/2010...
it's fast...
that we had all reach form 5...
sounds old...
haha...
but next year gonna be our last year right...
so i gonna make the best out of the best of it!!!
have fun...
and study smart and sharp of course...
gonna score as much as i can...
and get matrix!!
so that i won't worry about getting into university...
(also heard that the people who live in the campus can call everyone as long as they want for only rm1??!)
so many things to do this holiday...
but gonna spend my 24 X 5 hours in the place i hate the most...
(i mean phuket la...i hate thailand...there's no peace over there)
and swimming??
i prefer building sand castles or building it in the air...
it has been a dream of mine since i was a little girl...
because i never built one...
haha...
getting a more clearer mind on chemistry and also biology...
but not physics apparently...
i will do anything just to get into university!
hahaha...
but still miss my friends in s4c though...
the witch-kind-laughing sound by kaexin...
and the insanity by wenchien...
the molestation and make us laugh all the time by kar yin...
yun and the gang...
and also some looked so gentle...
but is even insane in the inside...
it's great that i was able to get into the class...
maybe will drop into D class next year...
but also wish that i will be able to make it to C class of course...
and lately there's been some family 'entertainment'...
wish that he will get cure of course...
and hear your strong laughter next year...
and the year after the next...
and on and on...
never dare to talk to you...
because i don't wanna listen to your voice...
which always make me feel sad...
this isn't pitying...
pitying isn't a word now in my vocab for now...









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