シロクマの物語!

i'll try to post a blog each week the best i can... since days are just getting more and more hectic lately... no mood for study... just draw mangas everyday... haix... i'm gonna flunk the whole thing... i should just learn misaki... being a kaichou and a maid in a cafe and also deal with idiotic rule-breakers are just 10 times hectic than i... so............ aww i hate studying! anyways today's the last day i'm a wushu member... because the next meeting will be my last! well for the 5 years... time flies.... *god i am soooo old!!!omg omg omg... and there's mtv world stage tonight in sunway lagoon surf beach.. and me... sitting here typing a blog... T.T i don't deserve it anyways since my grades drop a lot... and tomorrow my mom said she's going to buy me a new laptop at the pc fair... mom please don't do that.... i feel guilty... i feel soooo guilty that i don't think i'm gonna have a good night sleep tonight... maybe it...

after the cat's explanation... i realize... i like the poem 'the road not taken'... because it fully describe my blindness... i shouldn't be in the science class... you see now i'm suffering from phobia... T.T i should be in the P class you know... since my wish-to-be-future-job won't be anything relating to science... it's all math!!! the 1st reason i get into the science class is because of my blindness... *i've just said it up there... there're people talking about how cool science stream is... how many paths you can choose... but i don't wanna be a chemist,physicist or a biologist... i don't want to be a doctor,a pharmacist or a scientist either! i just want to be with my dear math... *oh god i should just marry it... and if i choose that at the 1st place... none of that would have happen... and i won't feel awkward when i'm at the counter... hahaha... silly me... anyways to be honest... i'm moody latel...

I FEEL HOLLOW!!! omg... maybe that's because i lost my pencil and end up drawing 0 manga everyday!!! T.T

seriously!!!! haix there're a lot of dramas happening lately in the house... i don't usually call my house a home... except when i'm alone in the house or left me and my mom and my dad and my little sister... hehehe... anyways school's hectic... H-E-C-T-I-C!!! everything seems to be a blur... and time passes by... FAST... omg it's 38 days till trial exam... and i kena ns somemore!!!! argh!!!! oh well i'm not worry with the ns thingie... but the trial it's freaking the hell outta me... i keep studying chemistry and physics... and i left my biology and history hanging... no wait i didn't even flip through my history text book... so let's just consider that untouched... OMG untouched is even worse than hanging... and my mom is having some major touchdown lately... she even scold me when i just send a text to the plkn and ask for my batch... well you know what i mean... if she knew i choose account for matrix... she'll get eve...

oh my god i feel so lazy to just type a blog about my lately life... but oh well no harm done isn't it... just went to bon odori last saturday.... and took hueilan to my grandma's house... *she seems in awe when she saw the old junkie... anyways and then took her went round the heritage... which she never come before... *i'm starting to wonder whether she's a penang or not... and then went to the bon odori... but it rains... T.T half hour under the umbrella... and then tutu came... and then panda and her family *including bebe* came... and the end... *i'm lazy to describe... and then there's wushu competition... which i think it's okay... at least not really serious than i thought... kekeke... the end

ya what am i thinking... i have always think that you see me as an original little sister... but you're just like the others... take my school grades as a comparison... here i am... i thought you look at me differently! i want to be original... maybe someday you saw this and you're still thinking that i'm loved by everyone... you say i'm like a goddess in the house... i have better grades compare to you and her... and i'm an obdient little sister... i admit that you treat me really good... but lemme tell you something... about what you say that you don't have the brain... i really wanna slap you... or should i say... you make me feel dissapointed on you... so that's how you think of me huh!? you like to play... you like to hang out... you hate studies... do you think i like studies!!!? *except for that weird cousin of ours... you think that i like to stay at home?? reading books(storybooks and books are different...so don't combin...

see CHUAH XIN QI... i update liao... wasn't really convenient of uploading pictures about the delicious mouth-watering baked cheese with spagetti which will melt the hearts of all food lovers(just forget the chicken meat in the dish)... *OMG the cheese is just too delicious to describe...it's like a bomb planted inside my mouth and when cheese is in it the whole cavity went KABOOM!!!~ okay so back to the topic... went out today with mingli,michelle,waikuan,jiajia and xinqi... *pity chiuyeng can't make it... i was found in the mph bookstore by waikuan and michelle... with a grape flavoured lolipop in my mouth.... which they found it ironic... ==... but then we just talked and talked and talked... *that's what girls do... and then SOMEONE said that michelle and i have the minds of a 2 year old... *actually it's just me...i just don't wanna sound lonely...T.T sorry for being such a chatterbox... i dunno when will us be out like that again... and ea...