doozing

i am seriously doozing away every day....

everyday wake up...

bath do chores use computers eat sleep...

there my everyday constant schedule!

ahhhhhh the boredom is really trying to get me killed!

all the buddies are like in universities...

colleges...

working....

me??

ahahahahaha good question i am actually SLACKING!

issh i know many of you guys think i'm so happy with my life slacking day by day...

being a couch potato isn't fun...

lazy makes me feel useless and also worthless...

ps:WORTHLESS hurts the most i feel like a parasit to the house...

haix dad works so hard and his daughter is slacking...

seriously need to get into shape for form 6...

*like i have a choice what a tragic choice for me...

i felt like left behind...

because you see:

friends in penang.....

panda and hueilan is in disted having their 1st sem exam like the day after tomorrow...

tutu is attending kdu for hospitality...

jayjay is going for mass com......

zhiting ahhhhhhahahaha she's in england....but back for 3 weeks...

michelle works 5 days a week and i don't think it's suitable to kacau her during the weekends...

waikuan is currently in university preparing for her exam that will be held in 2 weeks time...

and she's a bit out of schedule...

yiqin....also college...

cousins:

not really bond together...

we don't really talk the talk..

well except for the cousins at the partenals....

friends in camp:

yongsui aka lpy:ya form 6 for sure...but i still feel kinda lonely if i take up physics...she's on biology...

egg cake,sk,shuwen,mel,hao,clement and quanxin:college...ALL OF THEM...walao i really felt left behind liao...haix....and btw none of them are in penang...worse of all...why all the best guys i know are not living here....grr piss me off nia....really miss them lor....although maybe we don't really talk much cause we use our valuable free time to sleep...but deep inside we know we care...haix....and they will be so darn busy after they kick start college...haix really lonely sia....no more chatting in facebook...no more random messaging...no more messages that sounds like this :'gsm!很想你哦！' or '早安'omg this heavy feeling is soooooo killing me....one of them even gets a girlfriend recently....ahh i felt like being shoved away...but girlfriend is more important so let you go with this one...but be sure to treat her kindly!or else i will dump you into the trashcan and sent to the moulding machine to remould the trashcan...*sinister smile*

daddy:currently unknown...he changed his number and didn't really go on facebook recently!i missed him sooooooo badly!T.T...

dickhen and weijie:lol they went to work overseas....damn funny why did they do that?!but i dont care anyway they have to walk on their own now....we can't really help but give full support nia....T.T....

sudden realization about the amount of people i knew....

and the conclusion:i may/will switch schools to chungling for form 6!!!!

seriously need a new start to start on...

i need to see the world before the world ends at 2012...

hahaha bedtime chuah's out!