my final decision

ok i am officially dumping my memories in camp!

hahaha like hell that will happen...

everything was like a dream there you know....

the friends and the times together....

everything just happens so darn fast...

and poof it's been 3 months and we're ordered to move on...

cut the crap lar!

i miss them you know...

those cute and funny girls that i spent my 3 months with...

i've never lay down on the grass/tar road/floor watching stars before...

or should i say not allowed to...

i've never/forbidden to go camping/camp fire/stay over/hiking with friends(i mean in real jungle)...

is it just me or my mom is holding me way too back...

ya i think maybe it's me...

i've realize...

i've changed you know after i came back...

wasn't really the same anymore...

i never used to argue over things...

like when people walk over me i stay quiet and hold in the anger...

well i used to....

now i just wrote 'i am not fond with you and stay away...back off..' all over my face...

this is serious problem you know...

i'm trying to hold on every single time and i ain't letting my temper walk all over me...

maybe the 'leash' was loosen...hahaha...

gotta get a hold of myself before i started losing myself...

again....

anyways a picture of cookie monster!me want cookie!

 

and for like the 100000000000000000000 times....

I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND FOR GOD SAKE!

stop asking me why i post such emo posts on facebook...

because those are actually songs...

i repeat those are SONGS...

and i find it nice so i post it on facebook...

ahhhh....

and i hate guys remember...

*well except for my daddy and some guys at camp...they're exceptions...