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what the f***!!!!! i am really sick with you chuah yoke lyn... everytime you just leave your dirty laundry to me... and what the heck are you thinking... do i look like a slave huh do i!? i dunno why everyone thinks that she's a sweet adorable girl... *vomiting while typing*' she's just a bullshit... like just now i tell her that she should keep the laundry already... *mom FINALLY let her precious little daughter do chores...like if we didn't shout at her that this is really not fair... my big sister starts doing chores when she's 10... and i started doing it when i was 9... and now she started doing it when she was 14... wao what a number... grr... now going to eat with miss all mighty.... crap this day can't get any worse...

really really emo right now... haix... dunno what happen to me anyway... i just do some math for like 1 hour... and went downstairs for 5 bleach episodes back to back... *toshiro~~~~~* and then came upstairs do some math for like half an hour... and then i went down again... flipping through some channels... and then i got emo... how ironic can that be... today is the last day of the new year... so gonna bid farewell for my new year... and then work hard for the rest of the year... but i just doesn't feel like study right now... i just prefer sit there hugging on a pillow... wish that dino will be off work soon... *michelle can't even get near to her phone right now...T.T and then talk to her.... i just feels like suddenly there's this tense up feeling inside me... this is just 1 big crap... i set the 'canon in D major' on repeat mode in my phone... and i told myself that stop freaking yourself out!!! i want my laptop back... i want to go on ...

paramore!!!!! is having a concert in singapore!!!!!! haix... i wanna go... but by time i'm having school... and also the audition stuffies... going to pray my uncle today... and then 5 hours of non stop add math and math~ tomorrow's monday...T.T

is it me? or because of the stressing life i'm having now... it's saturday... and then it'll be sunday... and then MONDAY... geez... i should just told them that i don't wanna do the interclass... but gotta depends on my classmates... and i know i sucks in every single subject... a)malay-----haha i hate that subject so much until i wanna chop the guy who create this language into pieces... b)chinese----not that i hate it...i'm just not good at that... c)english----HAHA...i sucks...flunk...and fail....(but never fail before) d)biology----only show interest in that compare to the other 2 science... e)physics----you think someone who likes it will fail 4 times in a row? f)chemistry----okay okay....at least not like physics...(but fail once..) g)math----my favourite subject!!! h)add math----2nd favourite!!!!!!!!!!!(likes some challenge on the intergration...) i)history----who likes subjects that need to memorise!? j)moral----refer to 'i)'... t...

just come back from school... double cocuriculum activities... and wushu was a mess... haix... never thought that something like that will happen... *don't worry xinqi...it's settled... and so i was rushing here and there... doing lots of stuffs... and then when i was having a meeting then here comes dino... *haha...didn't saw her for a long time...she looks older everyday...no offence... and then i was like:haix...no starbuck... kakaka... only get to talk to her for a while... since i have meeting and she don't really wanna intrude... she also has her own business anyways... so just leave it... and then finally the wushu is over.... *totally exhausted...i have no idea why everytime i went for wushu i ended up exhausted and tired... and then suddenly my mom rang me... 'ailyn a!!!yokelyn at where a?daddy wait her at outside but can't find her le...' 'okay okay i go find her...' like hello is she a baby? she can take care of herse...

firstly  i wanna say... I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MARTIN JOHNSON'S VOICE!!!! oh my god he has such a great voice... hahaha... anyway have my brain fried with lots of physics... light ray here and critical angle there... *insane... i'm starting to work hard my my final exam you know... haha... and also called dino this morning... because she told me that she'll come to school tomorrow... and of course i send her this message: HUH!!!!!!!!Y!!?!!!!!I TOT YOU HAVE WORK!!!!! and she said that she's going to check on us whether we did our work or not... actually she go to school for a talk or something like that... and i was like:phew...close call... not that we didn't did our job you know... just that it's........*can't describe...* hahaha... but she's gonna drop by to see us before she went there... kinda happy since it's been a while since i saw her... *some gut she has...didn't went to visit me before tuition... hahahaha......

lots of woots!!! it's holiday again... although it just last like 3 days... but i really need it you see... and saturday have wushu... T.T can't sleep until 10 o'clock now... haix... anyway really congrats for dino!!!!! *not going to announce her stpm results...or afterwards she take a knife and chop me...so scare...T.T hahahaha... hei at least there's no B in your results right... you deserve it... for working so hard on it... and when i tell her about my interclass stuffies... she told me that their class never did the interclass... and i was like whut!!!!and i thought it's a school tradition... okay then she is just encouraging me to drop my responsibilities for that and concentrate on my spm... but what if my classmates complain... *like you think being a class item representative is easy...(even the name of the pose is so darn long!) and my classmates don't even really responds much to me... haix... khailing should do the job... anywa...