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i guess this is goodbye then... you know a cousin of mine which we all call him wayne... he post a status on facebook that we should drink 11 shots to celebrate 2011... hahaha like that's gonna happen when my parents are here... suddenly i started to miss my cousins... they make me feel warm that's why i like to hang out with them... deeply sorry for my dearest friends that i dumped you guys for them during the holidays... because the days that we're together don't really happens frequently... and we all share the same blood... i wished my cousin is still here in penang... at least i can have more time to spend time with my other cousins... damn i feel soooo emo-ish... hahaha... when i flash back to form 1 the only thing i remember is how i met ginny and waikuan and michelle... ginny i miss you sooooooo much!!T.T... although we sit side by side during tuition but that stupid cswong talk so darn fast... haix sad sad but at least my add math wasn't bad... or else i...

this is a photo of me choosing my ice cream that cost 300 yen... which is about RM12...*that's why that ice cream took me 5 minutes to decide the flavour... but i choose the chocolate anyways... after reviewing my form 4 and form 5... i realized my past 2 years are crap... seriously crap... i failed my physic like countless times... and i got into a perang dingin with a friend that i've used to cherish... then i passed my physics... but then i failed my chemistry... what the heck is going on in my life???...... then i got like this serious autism at the beginning of my f4 life... and made some decision that cause me to regret up till now... i regret that i've started it... that kind of stuffs shouldn't have happen in the first place...  and then i ended it... which i felt relieved... but the scar will probably remain for another next few years... and then this year the beginning of it doesn't really went well... i resign the job which i was assignned to... and cause...

JAPAN WAS AWESOME!!! but now the last thing i wanna eat is sushi and udon and bento... *but i still like onigiri...*thumbs up~ sorry that the pictures won't be up here since my dad stored all the pictures inside his laptop... and i'm lazy to get it from him...wakakakaka... the trip is a blast... *well except for something..................* and apparently there's this kid in my bus... she's quite a charmer... pretty and cute but sometimes i wished she can leave me alone when i'm sleeping in the bus... oh well but she makes my day... and my tour guide is kind~! and you can see hello kitty everywhere... and i mean literally EVERYWHERE! you have no idea how many hello kitty shops are there in japan... but trust me i see it everywhere... in the malls in the mountains*fujisan* in the convenient shops in the shops in highway... i nearly die for H.K.O.D... H.K.O.D=hello kitty overwhelming disease... and also O.P.O.D... O.P.O.D=one piece overwhelming disease... the weird a...

T.T... my kaichou last episode... T.T... although the ending is nice but i want a 2nd season! please a second season~ haix... but at least my trial is over... yeepi~ afternoon have steamboat~ with fishballs~ ^^ anyways to everyone who are having exam... gambate! fighto!

movie number 3: GROWN UPS i laugh till i nearly die... seriously if you're studying your ass off and you wanna watch a movie... this will be the one... it's random stuffs all together... but definitely entertaining... like the water park... omg why malaysia don't have parks lidat huh??? and the arrow thingie... the guy keeps praying that the arrow won't kena him... but end up stuck in his foot... and the 48 months kid... ^^ happy-ing.... movie number 4:TOY STORY 3... hehehehehehehehehe... buzz lightyear in spanish? the attack of the big bear? barbie tearing ken's clothes apart? jessie in paint? andy is gorgeous??? muahaha... waited for 11 years and now here's the finale... kinda sad though they end up seperating with andy... especially woody since he's andy's first toy... T.T i'm gonna buy woody when i have the money... muahaha... movie number 5:THE SOCCERER'S APPRENTICE not bad lar... just that the effects are not many... not enough tricks and...

movie review number 1: SALT... what i think:not bad lar...at least the first part scares me a lot... it's when the agent salt is caught and the polices in korea put a pipe in her mouth... and open the tap... let the water flow... and then stepped on her belly... digusting scene to me... especially when you watched it during midnight... makes me think of japanese again... and when i think of japanese... i think of history... and when i think of history... i realize i haven't finish the damn subject... T.T anyways the story line is okay to me... everything happened abruptly... but the ending so touching~ the good guys let her go... T.T like the main character lots since she's a genius... she can make explosive weapons with some detergents... climb from window to window... *pity the spider though and witnessing your husband died under a gunshot in front of you is not fun... ps:i like the dog~~ movie review number 2: THE EXPENDABLES... i nearly fell asleep watching this damn m...

after a week: history:just read through... biology:just finish f4 and some chapters of f5... physics:die la.... chemistry:.............. i have no idea what to do right now... haix... i dunno what to do le... i don't dare to approach history because i'm so scare!!! T.T die die die die die.... can someone help me???? just now my mom just asked me how's my studies... and i said:ok lo... while i'm saying... i'm thinking:sorry mom if you know what's really happening...you'll die for a heart attack... but i am trying hard to concentrate you know... i really do... haix... i think burning some oil is needed then... but if i look at the bright side... a good friend of mine is coming back!!! yeah~ gambate!!!!! ps:wang lee hom and kaichou rock!!!

must buy!!!!!^^^^^ after spending some of my precious valuable irreplaceble time listening to his songs... i felt in love with it again~ fuwa fuwa... kekeke... it's the beginning of our holidays!!!!! but we... f5 students need to study...... *drum roll* H-I-S-T-O-R-Y... chiang chiang chiang chiang.... haix sad sad sad... why it has to be history... nothing to say much since it's exam week last week... except the time when my friend said that when she knows that Jun (in the book Julia) is a muslim... she suddenly felt so sad and dissapointed... and i spit out all the water that i just drank... *imagine la har...* and the time that our class have picnic in the class... really fun actually... i think the atmosphere in the class become warmer... kekekekekeke... well gotta get back to the books again... haix... dino and michelle:gambate!!!!

actually i'm not nervous with the upcoming trial... but i will when it's after holiday... because you see we're having all those language subjects first before the holidays... and i'm not really bad at those... but still nervous since i'll be studying all the way... i don't want to see my results in bad shape... anyways yesterday we have the merdeka celebration assembly... omg it was hell a lot of fun.... because the form 5-mers are sitting upstairs... and all of us went wild when we sang the 3 songs... this is also teh 1st time i see my class so cooperative... because we're all very very extremely high together... while downstairs.... ... .... ..... ...... can't tahan le! can't they just loose some bones???! haih... upstairs the students all were screaming and shouting and laughing... *except for A class...and B i think... even ms ng and the gang were amused by our enthusiasm.... hahahaha... of course the most insane class of...

yup that's righto... monday stays in school till 3pm... tuesday stays in school till 2.30pm... thursday stays in school till 3pm... then direct went to cswong after staying.... why? because of the crappy seminars about how to answer spm question duh.... haix... i don't even know what's the point... wasting the time sitting there drawing mr swiss rolls... and mrs cheese cakes... not that i didn't pay attention during the seminar... but what they said they said it in class before... and those don't really help a lot in exam... because they don't wanna mark the extra answers during exam... they say:lazy la... and because of that i got really damn low marks in moral... haix... ps:xinqi i don't want to upload...hng... i've been revising my subjects day and night... but nothing comes around le... i read and i forgot.... i memorize and i forgot... i should just buy a memory card and stick it in my brain... then i got extra memories~ *if...

actually i don't really have high hopes for the farewell this year... so i set my mind at a very extremely low level... besides i'm not someone who likes those touchy occasions... so to be honest i'm not really anticipating the farewell like mostly everyone else do... well today.................. was okay i guess... at least the cake and the food are nice... there're spagetti and coffee flavoured cheese cake... ps:those are prepared by shirling according to what i heard... but the games are just way way WAY too scary... i think digusting will be a better word... we have to use a nilon rope and cross from our sleeves to the neck there and then to the other sleeve... and then the rope has to be connected among 6 people's sleeves... full of sweat and if worse... maybe they'll get a cut and we'll probably get AIDS... omg.... and weiling said that we're lucky that we're the 1st group to play... imagine the sweat accumulated on the rope af...

being a teenager... being a student... being a daughter... being a sister... being a friend... it's H-A-R-D.... i dunno... the cross country run is awesome!!! although it's raining... i look like some crazy girl with water drops dripping on my hair and face... and ee ling's voice was like a boom... from the beginning of the station 3 i can hear she shouting:COME ON!!!you're almost there!!! hai... but it's fun because i can talk to michelle... since her recess time changed we never get to talk face by face... hehe... lots of stuffs happen lately... but don't worry those are happy stuffs.... ^^... fuwa~ and thanks a lot to the prefect who is sooo kind!!! you didn't confiscate my camera!!!!! your kindness will be remember as long as i live... kekeke... anyways i feel extremely today because i have studied 7 chapters of biology~ *cheers and claps~* not used to the keyboard here since it's a new keyboard... haix... but sometimes i ...

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i'll try to post a blog each week the best i can... since days are just getting more and more hectic lately... no mood for study... just draw mangas everyday... haix... i'm gonna flunk the whole thing... i should just learn misaki... being a kaichou and a maid in a cafe and also deal with idiotic rule-breakers are just 10 times hectic than i... so............ aww i hate studying! anyways today's the last day i'm a wushu member... because the next meeting will be my last! well for the 5 years... time flies.... *god i am soooo old!!!omg omg omg... and there's mtv world stage tonight in sunway lagoon surf beach.. and me... sitting here typing a blog... T.T i don't deserve it anyways since my grades drop a lot... and tomorrow my mom said she's going to buy me a new laptop at the pc fair... mom please don't do that.... i feel guilty... i feel soooo guilty that i don't think i'm gonna have a good night sleep tonight... maybe it...

after the cat's explanation... i realize... i like the poem 'the road not taken'... because it fully describe my blindness... i shouldn't be in the science class... you see now i'm suffering from phobia... T.T i should be in the P class you know... since my wish-to-be-future-job won't be anything relating to science... it's all math!!! the 1st reason i get into the science class is because of my blindness... *i've just said it up there... there're people talking about how cool science stream is... how many paths you can choose... but i don't wanna be a chemist,physicist or a biologist... i don't want to be a doctor,a pharmacist or a scientist either! i just want to be with my dear math... *oh god i should just marry it... and if i choose that at the 1st place... none of that would have happen... and i won't feel awkward when i'm at the counter... hahaha... silly me... anyways to be honest... i'm moody latel...

I FEEL HOLLOW!!! omg... maybe that's because i lost my pencil and end up drawing 0 manga everyday!!! T.T

seriously!!!! haix there're a lot of dramas happening lately in the house... i don't usually call my house a home... except when i'm alone in the house or left me and my mom and my dad and my little sister... hehehe... anyways school's hectic... H-E-C-T-I-C!!! everything seems to be a blur... and time passes by... FAST... omg it's 38 days till trial exam... and i kena ns somemore!!!! argh!!!! oh well i'm not worry with the ns thingie... but the trial it's freaking the hell outta me... i keep studying chemistry and physics... and i left my biology and history hanging... no wait i didn't even flip through my history text book... so let's just consider that untouched... OMG untouched is even worse than hanging... and my mom is having some major touchdown lately... she even scold me when i just send a text to the plkn and ask for my batch... well you know what i mean... if she knew i choose account for matrix... she'll get eve...

oh my god i feel so lazy to just type a blog about my lately life... but oh well no harm done isn't it... just went to bon odori last saturday.... and took hueilan to my grandma's house... *she seems in awe when she saw the old junkie... anyways and then took her went round the heritage... which she never come before... *i'm starting to wonder whether she's a penang or not... and then went to the bon odori... but it rains... T.T half hour under the umbrella... and then tutu came... and then panda and her family *including bebe* came... and the end... *i'm lazy to describe... and then there's wushu competition... which i think it's okay... at least not really serious than i thought... kekeke... the end

ya what am i thinking... i have always think that you see me as an original little sister... but you're just like the others... take my school grades as a comparison... here i am... i thought you look at me differently! i want to be original... maybe someday you saw this and you're still thinking that i'm loved by everyone... you say i'm like a goddess in the house... i have better grades compare to you and her... and i'm an obdient little sister... i admit that you treat me really good... but lemme tell you something... about what you say that you don't have the brain... i really wanna slap you... or should i say... you make me feel dissapointed on you... so that's how you think of me huh!? you like to play... you like to hang out... you hate studies... do you think i like studies!!!? *except for that weird cousin of ours... you think that i like to stay at home?? reading books(storybooks and books are different...so don't combin...

see CHUAH XIN QI... i update liao... wasn't really convenient of uploading pictures about the delicious mouth-watering baked cheese with spagetti which will melt the hearts of all food lovers(just forget the chicken meat in the dish)... *OMG the cheese is just too delicious to describe...it's like a bomb planted inside my mouth and when cheese is in it the whole cavity went KABOOM!!!~ okay so back to the topic... went out today with mingli,michelle,waikuan,jiajia and xinqi... *pity chiuyeng can't make it... i was found in the mph bookstore by waikuan and michelle... with a grape flavoured lolipop in my mouth.... which they found it ironic... ==... but then we just talked and talked and talked... *that's what girls do... and then SOMEONE said that michelle and i have the minds of a 2 year old... *actually it's just me...i just don't wanna sound lonely...T.T sorry for being such a chatterbox... i dunno when will us be out like that again... and ea...

well i woke up at 6.45a.m. in the morning just to go for charity work... honestly i'm really lazy to wake up because the exam's just over... and i need my sleep!!! but still no choice after bath and called everyone up... *wao i sound like a chicken* we all head to the temple... actually it looks like some big hall with no joss sticks around... which is good because i hate joss stick... they stung my eyes... make me blind... and make me bump into other people... bak chang^^^^^^^ wee...actually the pictures are a bit disorder... so just be it.. and we didn't sell bak chang just that we finish selling at 11 something... and this kind looking aunty was really busy selling buns and buns and buns... asked us that whether we can help her sell the bak changs... since she's so busy and can't sell all of them... so we helped them to sell a box... *sorry aunty we gotta go...mom calls* and i'm the one who keep shouting:肉粽一粒三块... and yeah i feel like an idiot... but i really...