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juzt an another ordinary day... and i just keep telling myself... 'don't play games until the big exam is over...' haix... and now... here i am... typing a blog... (i just open blogger...i didn't open facebook..) so many questions in my head... like... 'how electrolysis happens??' 'i dunno what is the biology chapter 7 talking about...' 'is nitrate soluble?' haix... so many question... but yet so little time... most of all... there's a over hundred pages pf history waiting for me to understand... tough year i guess... haix... and haven't settle the green cards... i gonna die sooner or later... haix... this is just so irritating... dying here... just wish that next week will come sooner... then i can stay in my house for 2 days and study... haha... jay jay's birthday was yesterday too... haha... end of the september... and the beginning of the october... and after october... it's death time... and i gonna try my best on doing my pa...

wake up in the morning... and was dragged there... pesta... which was abandon for a long time... and i dunno why my mom have to park soooooo far... we walk like 10 minutes only reach there... and of course we have reach... finally... we came there for a charity food fair... the signboard even said... 'selamat datang ke tapak pesta sungai nibong' well... what a 'nice' thing to say... for dragging me out from my lovely bed... as you can see... wasn't so crowded hor... but when you see the stalls... you will started to think... 'i wanna go home...T.T' peoples... peoples... and most of all... with the environmental friendly bag... crowded... and the place was soooooo hot... you see the food stall... even scary... but what i hate the most... is that... they didn't provide plastic bags... (the red one was found in my grandma's environmental friendly bag) and we take the food walk here and there like insane people... i know it's our fault... but at ...

when i saw this... i was like... 'OMG!!!!' there are bearbricks' candy!!!!! and after eating... the case can be kept~ T.T but didn't buy anyway... too expensive... rm19.20... for 12 bearbricks... actually this is a candy shop... which sells the cheapest candy... because they are the pemborong mah... so anything sells cheaper... and my mom buy me these... haha... quite happy that day... and i never care of the fats... so it's quite fine for me... anyway... went for dinner just now... and saw this cute stall... actually the cute thing about it is the cute little chairs... looks like ice cones... and when me and my sisters pass by a stall... we saw these cute teddy phone strapes... and 1 for rm3.50... but 3 for rm10... so we all buy one each... this is my elder sister's one... looks like superman... ...^^... my little sister's one... looks like a boxer... but mine one is the cutest~~~~ see what i mean?? he's sooooooo cute... and i strap it on my phone....

quarrel quarrel quarrel... i hate them... i just can't have a peaceful day... just for 1 day... haix... because of a computer... they quarrel like they were in hell... and everytime they quarrel... i was the one who was bearing it all along... so i always try to let them have their way... or else i won't be having a peaceful life... and afterwards... 'BING!!!BANG!!!WHAM!!!!' sounds of stuffs crashing... i really felt pity of the stuffs we bought to use or decorate in our house... because they always get touture... i really dunno why... i hate when they quarrel... and makes me really................... i dunno... frustrated and sad jumble up... that kind of feeling... i really like to type blog anyway... since that i not good at expressing myself through communication... so i prefer typing... or writing... but now... i really wanna yell... because things had become more and more complicated... i didn't mean that... i really dunno what am i thinking... the pressure of...

i am really sick about it right now... you can say that i have never met such a sick guy before... when i get to know about it yesterday... i was like... 'what?!!!!he must have mental problem...' i mean... dude!you can say that out?? that means you will have the guts to do it... when i heard it... i was really mad... and sad too... because i feel pity for his dad... and for his whole family... but if he lay a finger on her... i tel you... he won't be getting easy on me... i really wish to tell them... but she don't let me do that... i know why... we have to consider about many other relationship... but this is really piss me off... this makes me even angry than the previous one... i really wish to slap his face like 100000000000000000 times... and call the police and let he went behind bars... i almost can't sleep for the whole night... and keep waking up while i was sleeping... i just................. can't believe that all these years... i was a friend with a ...

a cake on my face.... and i can't eat it... what kind of theory is that?! haix... that's a cake that i haven't eat for a while... like 1 year... my mom lazy so she didn't bake one... but dunno why today she have mood to bake one... haha... but the problem is... the cake smells so good... and she say we can't eat it..........yet... T.T touture my sense of smell... and make me feel so damn hungry... T.T

you guys don't know my pain... that i have been studying from 8.30a.m till..... 4.30 p.m.... if i cut off my lunch and a bit break... like 1 hour... then that means... i have been studying for 7 hours!!! god it has been really exhausting... feeling like dying also... don't misunderstand... i didn't force myself to study so long... that's my mom who force me... T.T anyway... it's over... and there are sooo many notes stuck on the metal there... and after a while... i gonna watch this~~~~~ thanks a lot dad~ the hamsters are sooooo cute... and most of all... i wanna watch because of the producer and the person that act the voice... nicholas cage~ and after my studies... table turn to trash... files,books,notes... flying everywhere... haha... i am really exhausted really... i don't know how to do the functions and quadratic equation... for short... it means that i forgot everything about additional maths!!! and i read through the notes... and do do do... after th...

exam is near... and i haven't really start studying... everyday... just flip over the physics refrence book... and i can't even concentrate... and then i just open my laptop... and start online again... geez... hard time... i really wish to score in my exam... maybe my concentration wasn't really strong after all... T.T not like my friends... i was the one... who always get distracted... weak point... T.T temptations of my cell... (didn't use it frequently...just like to hold it...) and my laptop... T.T sad sad sad... and also....................... sad... not good at physics... i hate that part of me... everytime i get a D in that subject... and pass the rest... makes me really frustrated... but... what use if i didn't work hard... the frustrated feeling has change into hatred... for physics... i am not like some kids... they study by themselves... and score... independent... i am one dependent child... relying on tuition teachers... when will i become independent ...

this house that i am in it... waste me 15 minutes just to search it... and in the end yankai(house owner)... ride his bike all the way ans take me there... and my sister drives the car... he rides his bike... and i run... because my sister don't wanna let me get on the car... T.T... and after not long i reach... i saw her... kaixin~ she had been living in butterworth after the primary graduation... and we miss her sooooo much... haha... phaiklin playing black magic... the only same sername person with me when we were in the same class... she's still very humourous... as usual... always bully me when in tuition... lots and lots of sandwich... haha... many food anyway today when we eat... and i was soo full... and this is the... wine keeper?? i dunno... but this cute machine... keeps wine in the right temperature... god he is sooo rich... he even has 3 dogs... felicia... and peicing... organizers of the gathering... i go so early just to look around and chit chat... haha... ...

saturday night... when i woke up in the car... i found out that... we had reach sungai petani... but the problem is...... i dunno where am i!!!! T.T and then... this siao po came out again... 抢镜头... she now bugging me... make me wanna sakai her... wakakaka... actually we came here to attend my....... grandpa's sister's daughter's daughter's wedding... see? really complicated... and after we wait for quite a while beside the highway... my relative(i dunno who)... took us to here... the place is kinda flashy... haha... all the lights and sounds... and then we all greet them lo... i just keep calling uncle and aunty... since that they dunno me and i dunno them... shouldn't be a problem... and we were called to sign the wedding stuff something like that la... the bride and the groom... and my cousin beside... also have the siao po kuan... like my sister... haha... (joking...don't come and kill me) and the cake... not bad hor the feature... but i found out that ...