lonely

yup i think that i should post as many as possible...
since i will get explode if these feelings didn't got rid before school starts...
anyway was really worried with the interclass...
and the sivik project...
i really dunno why won't the school give us the whole year to do the projects...
instead of letting us do it for 1 month...
we ARE EXTREMELY busy you know...
and it's the 90th anniversary of our school...
we have food fair...
jumbo sale...
like we still have the time to do other stuffs...
we have endless homework and tuitions...
not to forget the cocuriculum activities...
haix...
life is just hectic...
why should i be the leader of the project!?
i mean like no one vote for me...
since class onitor just randomly pick...
it's not fair...
i hate the feeling of pressure...
i hate the worrying life i am having now...
i hate the life that i need to stay in class and finish up  my homework during recess...
because i have double tuition in the afternoon...
and i don't have the time to study or flip thrpugh some pages of refrence books...
can the government just cancel the exam system!!?

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