school starting

this is just the second day back to school...
and i'm already stress out...
there's this crappy interclass...
*which i dunno what to do with it!!!and my classmates are like:ohh we should do *stuffs* and *stuffs*...and the problem is they are not capable on doing that...T.T...
and then the civic project...
*what the ****...i hate it when i want to chase off you guys for the product or whatever...
because i'm not really good with words...
i can't like standing in front of the class talking about some random stuffs that are important!
that's why i don't really wanna be a president of a club or whatever...
*except for cw..that's different...dunno why i have this strong determination...
maybe you guys will say that i was trying to run away...
i admit i am trying to do that...
but can you just allow me to make my last year enjoyable?
i don't wanna regret...
and now there' the class selling thingie...
i have exam,tuition...
studies,homeworks...
*i know you guys also have this kind of crap...but i have other responsibilities...
actually i was quite angry when you guys tell class monitor that i sign up for the class item representative last year...
*don't remind me when we're in school...i don't wanna cause a really embarassing situation...
but what can i do...
this is a job that no one wanna do...
it carries loads and loads of responsibilities...
*and i know i don't look angry that time...because i don't wanna freak you guys out...i know you guys never see me get angry before...
and also the stressing lifestyle...
it's just really hectic and too much for me...
i dunno how should i take it in...
and i just wish that i can just skip school for a few days...
i'm so afraid of the civic project...
what if it doesn't look good?
god dammit...
and what if you guys didn't did great in the interclass?
even god dammit...
and sometimes i just wish that i can be some normal person who can finish my 'twenties girl'...
*it's a book...
and not rushing here and there doing stuffies that is not really compulsary...
and now even the chinese teacher keep calling me to answer question....
i think she has affection for class item representative...
haix...
this is just darn bloody crap...
actually i sometimes felt pity for guys you know...
because you see...
girls can wear shorts and jeans...
but guys can't wear skirts...
*laughing while imaging our physics teacher in a dress...
and then they can't read storybooks that are romantic...
and we can read books like 'percy jackson and the lightning theif' and 'sherlock holmes'...
they can't read books like 'ps. i love you' and 'twenties girl'...
*or else they will be called faggot or whatever...heard some guys yapping along during tuition...
hahaha...
and they can't listen to some girl band and singers like 'pixie lott' or some junk...
but really i wonder what it feels like to be a guy...
like you don't have to worry with your clumsy attitude...
*that's the 1st thing i wanted for my whole life...
hahaha...
well a girl can dream did she...
keke...
gotta get back to my stressful like lo...
note to dino:good luck for your results...gonna root for you tomorrow!
note to keane:good luck in your exam dude...