+why+

she keep accusing me...

why why why!!!??

god damn she was pissing me...

a spoilt brat...

she will be lonely if this keeps happen...

that's maybe why my sister and i hate her so much...

she never think that...

why she never call home...

but through my phone...

she never thought that...

how many times she break her heart...

for gettin' such sick results since she was standard 4...

she never thought that...

we all were always let she has her way...

and we all...

just keep quiet...

and don't wanna say a word...

because...

we already went hopeless with her...

spoilt...

no manners...

brat...

i dunno anything else to say about her except for 1 thing...

she's a black sheep...

not me...

i was told before...

that i am a selfish,and evil person...

and i tried to change it...

and now...

i found out...

that what family means to me...

but she...

never get to know that...

because she's self centre...

and she always think that she's the best of the best...

like the 2 person in my class...

like the boss of the boss...

she never let us have friends to come over to do projects...

but she has the permission...

and she kept whining about she can't go and do projects in macdonalds...

ya right...

like we get to...

i didn't even get to hang out with my friends...

and she keep bargaining about she wanna go out with her friends...

my mom has the right to let her stay in the house...

her exam result was so 'amazing'...

because this is the 1st time i heard that...

actually failed chinese during f1...

1st term test!!?

wow...

and said that she's really pressure of being my sister...

okay...

so i am not having my pressure...

i think that she's over this time...

i really wish to tell her that she didn't even study...

everyday she just keep daydreaming...

and play with her rubix cube...

and doddle...

she didn't even try...

to study for once...

and said that it's pressure...

ya right....

like how many people having pressure in a day...

dad has his office pressure...

which is 10000 times more than you...

mom is having houseworks pressure...

like 100 times more than you...

i have exam pressure...

like 100 times more than you...

and you...

who didn't do anything for the family...

and keep using the horrible manners to talk with us...

and keep use those flirty sounds...

and also encourage **to skip tuition...

what kind of people are you??!

and i though i was the only 1 who was really wrong...

and make one of my box of memories sprang into my mind again...

those horrible memories...

that i never wanna remember...

the day...

that i was scolded...

and pointed out...

for 3 hours...

i can't forget it...

can i?