+i dunno what to do+

i mean...

now i am really lost...

i dunno how to say this...

but when i think of what happen recently...

i really wish to go insane...

so that i won't be thinking about it...

and everytime when i saw my friends studying...

i just got pressure and more pressure...

i hate it...

i am not good at handling pressure...

(just like in physics)

and i am not good at forgeting something i don't wanna see...

or hear...

everytime i just can't sleep because of it...

hugging my teddy bear also seems to be useless to my 'illness'...

i know...

we have pressure because we have peers...

(because pressure =peer pressure)

but can the pressure just don't get overdose??

i really can't take it...

exam is near...

and i still haven't study my history...

everytime i open the book i gets sleepy...

and i will think...

'since i can't study it well...then i study maths then...'

and here i go again...

wasting time...

and the exam was like.......

26 days away...

(shirley said)

i just dunno what to do...

and just think about next year's spm...

i am so dead next year if i don't improve my physics...

i wish that my scores will get like >70 this time...

high target heh...

well...

that's what people says...

no pain no gain...

and if you get really pain but no gain...

i think that's the worst part of being a student...

tomorrow i have a holiday anyway...

gonna throw myself back in the past...

otherwise...

i will throw myself in the past of my report book...